Yes. I write to fulfill a need, and there are many books and websites out there covering the 3D conspiracy. You know, the 9/11 coverup, Bilderbergers, Illuminati, even the government UFO coverup. Those fields are saturated with material.

Also they only address the enemy outside the gates, not inside the gates. Inside we have the 4D manipulation of our own minds and souls. If we lose the battle there, then the external war is already lost.

This happens to people who study so much 3D conspiracy that they end up falling for a 4D agenda; for instance, getting so cynical, pessimistic, and angry about human elites running the planet, that they become dead and bitter inside. Nasty angry people. Spiritually they have succumbed, even if externally they are still fighting against the 9/11 coverup for instance. They have no balance, and they are striking at the branches instead of the roots.  They are guarding the front door while the back door is wide open.

In fact, there are disinformation agents who very openly discuss the 3D conspiracy, but grow rabid and manipulative when you mention either/both the alien and spiritual/hyper-dimensional aspect to the conspiracy. It’s because that’s where the real manipulators are, and where the real solutions are to be found.

So you see, the trap is for people to either fall for negative awareness  or  ignorant positivity. The latter is those New Age-oriented types who have no concerns for the problems of the world and try to ignore it, in order to focus solely on improving their selves and lives but in a superficial and ego-based way. They actually don’t care to help others, but want to use reality creation methods to manifest millions for themselves for fame and fortune.

Which is why, on my site, I recommend positive awareness. To see truth from a higher context, instead of ignoring what is uncomfortable to hear, or instead of focusing only on the uncomfortable and succumbing to emotional suicide from the higher lack of perspective that could balance it out. Those who focus only on the 3D conspiracy, or who choose ignorant bliss, are in the pockets of the 4D manipulators, and they don’t get real interference, only superficial interference meant to make them think they’re on the right track. It’s when you ARE actually on the right track, that you get covert interference meant to make you doubt yourself or stray onto a wrong line of research. Which is what I have to watch out for constantly.

In a lucid dream I asked that all souled beings here reveal themselves to me. And a blue van drove up, door slid open, and inside were six people of varying races and ages and professions. After discussing with them, they said they were my helpers. Each had a set of specialties. Like one guy was military looking and specialized in psychic combat and self-defense. Another guy was into humor and physics. There were two women, one asked me to describe how she looked, and after remarking that she looked asian, she looked amused and commented to her friend that it’s curious how she often comes across as asian. Meaning that’s not her true form, just how my mind read her energy signature.

I do think we have at least one helper or spirit guide. More of an angelic being though, that we have by default looking out for us, even though humans tend to ignore their intuitive nudges and frustrate them to no end. The Higher Self is one such guide, the most important of all. There are also alien types / hyper-dimensional beings, say ones whom you were part of before becoming human, and now your buddies back in hyper-d land check in on you.

To a small degree deceased humans can also be spirit guides. Only problem there, is that too many such cases are astral impostors and predators/parasites. Or just plain old human entity attachments, where they get stuck on you after dying and refuse to leave you, because they don’t know how to enter the light or else enjoy still being human. I know people with “spirit guides” who are dependent on them, and the “spirit guides” tell them everything to do, down to the smallest detail, and run them ragged like mice in some cruel science experiment. So watch out, some people who are big into spirit guides are actually riddled with astral parasites. You can tell by what the spirit guides say and instruct. Real spirit guides can offer profound, concise, and true guidance. Fake ones just toss you something trite and possibly incorrect, like a con-artist might.

I don’t mention spirit guides much on my site because it’s risky becoming preoccupied with the idea you have a team of characters always around you, and that’s it’s safer only believing and trying to contact the Higher Self because that’s the big and reliable one. Even if you do have a team, they ought to reveal themselves to you and become obvious if needed. I mean, they can give you just as much info through dreams, and when you contemplate stuff and get ideas, without you having to face-to-face converse with them. It’s more innocent that way, I mean less egotistical when you get help without you knowing it. Because once you know it, then things might get a bit weird between you and them. That’s just how I see it though.

I view Jesus and Christ as two separate beings, the first human-born, the second nonphysical and divine, who became as one during the ministry of Jesus Christ. By acting through Jesus as a vessel, truth and light was injected into the timeline. The Christ mission was incomplete and has yet to be fulfilled as evidenced by the state of the world. I define Christ as an intelligence projected by the Creator toward the restoration of the corrupted timeline back/forward to the Golden Age. Also I consider only the “Q” document and the Gospel of Thomas to be reliable texts of what the historical Jesus Christ actually taught.

So to answer your question, not Jesus himself, just Christ the divine projection of the Logos, sent to guide humanity back to the so-called Kingdom/Garden, which I interpret to be a higher positive realm of existence, aka 4D STO Realm (although the Garden was technically our former 3D STO realm, so we’re not retrogressing to Adam & Eve naivete again, but rather moving forward toward congruence with the Elohim in a 4D STO realm).

So I see Christ more as universal initiator than personal savior. Christ has nothing to do with religion, as the latter is a human dogmatization and corruption of universal spiritual truths and principles.

John 10:34-35: “We are not stoning you for any of these,” replied the Jews, “but for blasphemy, because you, a mere man, claim to be God.” Jesus answered them, “Is it not written in your Law, ‘I have said you are gods’?

John 14:12: “I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.”

If we take these quotes as valid, then they show that Jesus was an exemplar of what is possible for a human, that what happened to him and what he did, can happen to us and we can do. How? By becoming pure living expressions of the Christ intelligence. Only then are ‘we as gods’ and can we “do what I have been doing…even greater things.”

Thus to elevate Jesus the man, the personality that walked the earth two millennia ago, to so high and unique a status that he becomes an idol and we become but unworthy worshippers, is to go against the very mission and words of Jesus Christ because it keeps us down on our knees instead of rising up and meeting his example. Jesus pointed at the Truth, and people worship his finger. We must walk in his footsteps in order rise shoulder to shoulder with him.

I think what separates Jesus from other people is that, the soul/spirit that was born as Jesus the human, was nonetheless among the wisest, oldest, and most advanced spirits/souls in history. That’s what it takes to become a vessel for the Christ at so early in history and have an impact so large. Buddha and the other avatars likewise.

But now, since it is the end times, the same will be possible for many to achieve within a short time, to become expressions of Christ. Only by the latter, which I interpret to be the Second Coming, can we defeat the Anti-Christ forces and merge earth with the Kingdom. Jesus Christ the guy in a robe with beard is not descending from the skies to save us all, rather it’s a global and widespread phenomenon that will allow humanity to save itself through the awakening of Christ in many — thus the son of man will come in “clouds” (read: multitudes) and thus Mark 13:21: “At that time if anyone says to you, ‘Look, here is the Christ!’ or, ‘Look, there he is!’ do not believe it.”

Anyway that’s my view. The modern mainstream conception of Jesus Christ, promulgated by the power hungry Church and politicians of the first centuries A.D. served to distort and quarantine the Christ mission to as non-universal a role as possible. A pathway meant for all fallen beings has been turned into an excuse for sectarianism and bloody crusades. I hope that Christ finally breaks free from the fetters of organized religion.

If someone buys mainstream religion hook line and sinker, then it’s because something has bypassed their logic and sinks its roots deep into the emotional, egotistical, and subconscious layers of the mind where it’s rationalized instead of analyzed. Meaning an emotional event that overwhelms them, some logical fallacy they fall for, or something that satisfies and ego need. For example:

• They pray to God for a miracle, get a miracle (which could be caused by anything), and not only think it’s proof of God, but proof that they should now memorize the Bible and become hardcore churchgoers. Even if it were God, that doesn’t mean they should become fanatical Christians.

• They have ego insecurities with need for approval. They find in Christianity both a reason to feel guilty about themselves (because they are sinners) and the solution (become a fanatical Christian to gain God’s favor and be forgiven).

• They are at their bottom point in life, pray to God for help, then get a synchronicity (like a phone call from a Christian friend) asking if they want to go to Church. They break down and think this is the answer, and then become fanatical Christians themselves.

• They notice that people they respect, like professors or bosses or friends, are Christian and go to Church. They realize Christians aren’t as fanatical as they previously figured. But they ignore the fact that even smart people can split their minds and make some room for illogical religious beliefs. So they take after whom they respect, and join the Church.

• They weigh the risks of not believing Christian truths (eternal damnation in hell) to risk of believing in Christian lies (just being an innocent fool) and feel it’s better not to risk eternal damnation, so they become Christians. But this is a logical fallacy, since you should not let imaginary risks influence you. What if another religion comes along and says “if you don’t believe in us, not only will you burn forever in hell, but so will all your loved ones” — now are you supposed to convert to that one just because the risk is even higher than that of Christianity?

• They equate Christianity with the only way to be moral, ethical, and wise.  As if being a non-Christian means you can only be a depraved maniac who stabs people in the back. Not so, because we have spirit/conscience within us that we feel when we hurt others, and that kind of understanding is more real than blindly following commands in some book.

• They notice that all the nice people they know are Christians, and the depressed or negative people are not Christians, and being nice people themselves they think they have to join the Christians. This is seeing things in only black and white. If they themselves were nice, without being Christian already, then that shows you don’t need to join the Church to be nice. You just act on your heart. What they see just means they live in a narrow minded town where everyone happens to be either Christian and nice or not Christian and not nice. But that’s just that town.

• The Bible answers some mystery or question for them, something they always wondered about, that mere school education did not answer for them. So they conclude there’s something to Christianity, and start studying the Bible. Their mistake is thinking a few answers means it has all the answers. There may be yet another non-Christian source that has even MORE answers than even the Bible, so why are they stopping at Christianity thinking that’s all there is to know?

• They have a supernatural experience, a vision or a dream, in which they encounter Jesus. This emotional impact of this overpowers their reason, and they start rationalizing its reality instead of questioning whether it was just a dream or some form of deception. And even if it were Jesus, that still doesn’t mean they now have to swallow the whole Bible and join a Church, since the latter two are corrupted versus what Jesus actually taught.

… all of these are examples of something bypassing their critical thinking ability. Usually either some form of authority, or an emotional impact. It leads to a betrayal of reason, intuition, and experience.

In contrast, some other Christians have an intelligent, independent, and illuminated perspective. They don’t blindly swallow dogma. Religion is like a reflecting pool: some can make out reflections of spiritual truths high above the plane of religion, others see no reflection and drown themselves in the pool.

If people’s genetics / blood type / metabolism allow them to be vegans without ill health consequences, then definitely. I noticed that it’s fair-skinned and light-eyed people with A, B, or AB blood types that handle it well, and dark-haired brown-eyed people with O blood that handle it worst.

But if someone is not biologically suited for veganism and they suffer from malabsorption and malnutrition, fatigue, spacey headedness, etc… then their total ability to help other people spiritually will decline, and that has worse impact on the system as a whole, and therefore the future of mankind, than the cost of taking an animal’s life. That’s not an enlightened thing to do.

Some occult practices like advanced astral projection or deep trance meditations require a vegetarian diet at least in the days or weeks leading up to it. Usual explanation is that meat lowers your vibration and therefore you can’t pull these maneuvers with such lowered vibes. But that’s only a small part of it. Rather, it’s the same reason fasting is recommended — because the body must be made weak through starvation and malnutrition, so that the soul and spirit can more easily detach and do their thing. The stronger the body, the greater its “magnetic” pull on the soul.

Implying, therefore, that meat imparts bodily grounding and vitality — to a degree. Thus if you need to be “here” in reality, if you need to be grounded and sharp, and if you need to have physical energy and boldness, then depending on your biology you might need meat in the diet.

I don’t eat soy because of the estrogen mimickers it contains, beans contain too many indigestible substances that upset my digestive system, and I can’t handle lots of carbs either. Therefore I would not do well on a vegan diet with its few remaining options. Thus in my case, I choose to stick with a regular balanced diet because ultimately, it gives me the time, energy, clarity, grounding, and health stability that I need to think and work hard toward critical goals. I would be doing a disservice if I became listless and passive and mentally fogged on a vegan diet. Now if I retreated to a lifestyle of meditation and non-thinking and effeminate passivity, then the side-effects may not bother me as much.

If someone can do veganism or vegetarianism just fine, then they have no excuse for not eating lower on the food chain. But people who aren’t suited for veganism or vegetarianism become progressively impaired by it, and just like with alcohol their impairment keeps them from seeing just how impaired they are. So with mental faculties dwindling, they become increasingly shrill and illogical and cranky, not to mention pale and wan. It takes a lot of time and energy spent researching, shopping, preparing, and eating to stay healthy as a vegan.

What bothers me are 1) emotionally hysterical vegetarians who use their lifestyle as an excuse to justify a vicious contempt and egotism bordering on the demonic, and 2) self-absorbed meat eaters who have no regard for animals and gorge themselves way beyond dietary necessity, especially those who think animals aren’t conscious.

If you’re going to eat meat, be mindful and respectful, don’t support abusive farming, and make up for the loss of animal life by putting out an equal or greater amount of good into the world. Enlightened people would know what is best, and sometimes that means going vegan, and other times might mean including meat, depending on their biological needs.

Two things come to mind.

First is that it sounds to me like what some sources (the Cassiopaean Transcripts and Ra Material) call “fifth density.”  More common name is the afterlife or spirit plane, but it’s that level of existence where spirits go in between physical incarnations. From what I understand, spirits that still incarnate into physical bodies go to this level temporarily without being native to that level, whereas higher beings who have moved beyond physicality live there natively. So the same level is home to both beings who are native to it, and those lower beings who only stop over temporarily before moving back into physical life again. That level has the akashic records, symbolically experienced by us as a library containing all experiences ever experienced and lessons learned. I visited it once in a lucid dream where I asked to meet my higher self.

In Robert Monroe’s books, he talks about some of the intermediate layers between ours and this spirit plane. Maybe it was him, or some other source, but one of those places was termed “summer land” because it was always summer time there with the sun always near sunset or twilight, very pleasant.

Second is that it might instead by positive ‘fourth density’ which is like a higher, more malleable, but still tangible plane of existence just above or beyond our physical, but not one that is as high as the spirit plane. In that level, your personal soul frequency and spiritual orientation determines your residence within that level, like the realm that you occupy, and so dark humans would naturally  not be able to vibrate high enough to enter it. Also, the beings there, many of them looking human like us but of a higher superhuman caliber, do tend to deliberate over what knowledge to carefully provide to us lower mortals. But positive fourth density blends smoothly into fifth density, so the two above are somewhat part of the same continuum.

I don’t know the exact name of the place though. There are also other planets where positive beings may originate from, planets where dark forces are banished or unable to find such places.

Reality is dual in that there are spiritual laws and physical laws. The lower the consciousness of something, the more it comes under the dominion of physical laws and less priority it takes within the spiritual realm of things.

Take a rock for instance, for the most part it’s entirely under the laws of physics and chemistry, in being crushed, dissolved, transformed, thrown, mined, and so on without being able to resist, and without anything intervening on its behalf. Whatever can happen to it, happens to it, because it’s very low consciousness.

Plants are next up. Things happen them as well… animal comes along and eats it, and its life is over, and it can’t even run. Might have evolved poisons and thorns, but that’s about it. So a forest fire can rage and wipe out thousands of square miles of trees, and there’s no higher divine beings stepping in keeping it from happening because in the big scheme of things, the trees don’t matter much as individuals because they aren’t all that individual. It’s like the cutting of hair, which doesn’t destroy the person. Likewise, a forest burning down doesn’t kill off the group soul of the tree species. It’s an entire species getting wiped out that might matter, but one tree or another maybe not as much.

And so it is with animals. The higher the animal, the more it might matter. For instance, a pet seems to matter enough that certain ones get destined to be assigned to certain humans, especially good humans who give them care and raise their consciousness. Maybe those animals are on the brink of incarnating as humans and need that boost. The less individualized the animal, like say a worm or swarm of insects, the more physical things can happen to it without interference by spiritual beings.

As far as the dinosaurs go, it was probably a combination of both physical and spiritual circumstances. Spiritual because their death allowed for the rise of mammals, and mammals allowed for more diverse and successful building of individualized consciousness, as in humans. Since crocodiles are millions of years old and haven’t changed much at all, it’s possible that the reptilian lineage reached a dead end in terms of its potential. So in the big scheme of things, the comet impact was allowed because ultimately it serves a positive purpose in the long run. It’s not so much dinosaurs themselves attracting it consciously, as that kind of phenomenon only belongs to beings with individualized consciousness of a higher caliber since it’s a Creator-like trait of creating and manifesting. Rather it’s natural laws sending comets to earth and there being no reason for higher beings to stop it.

Even in human civilizations, heavy disasters have happened with huge loss of life. Like 90% of the population getting wiped out. It’s those who survive, who either do so by luck of nature, or by destiny. Same with those who die, sometimes their life has run its course and they’d be better off checking out for now and coming back later in better conditions, or sometimes they live or die by natural circumstances because they themselves don’t matter much to spiritual stuff either due to being too low of consciousness, meaning their needs are too basic to require needing to stay in that body at that time.

The only explanation of that, that I have seen, is in the Cassiopaean Transcripts where it says that, in the final stage, they implode like a star collapsing in on itself and become the equivalent of black holes, metaphysically speaking, which translates to them being recycled as elementary matter. Meaning that matter is frozen consciousness, that which has the least freewill of all. Makes sense that if they keep losing freewill the deeper the go into STS, that the ultimate end of that would having no freewill at all, which is identically matter.

You mean if our entire universe comes under STS domination? I think it would result in loss for the Creator through the curtailing of potential. And for that reason, the Creator would do well to intervene when and where necessary through divine servants, to make sure it never gets to that point. That doesn’t mean it won’t reach that point on this planet or that, just talking about the universe as a whole. So earth matters enough, but not enough that the negative stuff has been curtailed from the very beginning. In fact, I think the Creator or whoever calls the shots, is a very good strategist in bringing a world to the brink, in order to maximize the experience and lessons learnt from the dark side, before putting them away.

But if earth were to succumb fully, it would mean a very long time of darkness that spreads a bit like cancer through the local part of the galaxy, until some distant future time when the Divine has another chance to turn it all back. Because that chance exists, the Divine isn’t snuffing out the dark on earth right now. Besides, to do so through direct intervention would violate freewill as well. The Creator seems to take more of a backseat approach, letting freewill on all sides do its thing until it gets to the point where freewill for all is about to become irrelevant through complete enslavement and implosion of all consciousness.

Mainly because the loss would be greater than the gain in forcing a chance where there shouldn’t be one. It would mean the erasure of a lot of experience and lessons learned by a lot of beings to just go back and wipe it all out for the sake of saving something that, if it were allowed to continue to its next opportunity point, would leave those lessons intact AND still allow for all things to turn out well in the end.

If the Creator is infinite, then the Creator is also infinitely patient, and I think that farsightedness and patience is at the root of why the Creator seems cruel. Those who protest the cruel-seeming Creator risk being like children who can’t think with far enough a view like parents, and so if parents let a child fall of his bike instead of always being there, it’s to make him a better bicyclist. All the child sees is abandonment.

In my experience, the past is malleable and there is timeline manipulation by positive and negative forces, but they seem to be cumulative additions instead of erasures of what’s already been chosen. Imagine a wall with graffiti — it’s one layer after the old, layer upon layer, instead of one getting erased before the next layer is added. These little changes are there to influence choices made now, so that the future is changed. This is different from outright changing the past so that the future is outright different, it’s more subtle and preserves freewill. So I would imagine the Creator works likewise, allowing freewill to run its course and interceding only when doing so assists a future rather than undoing all the choices of the past.

There is no NESARA in effect. The people who run it are scammers who have been leading other people on for years and years and years. There is an actual law or bill called NESARA but it is nothing as huge as these folks claim. Additionally, the government and legal system don’t work that way where some legal thing like this is a magic bullet that just causes them to crumble and restore everything to right. No, there are plenty of legal items that would have done that already, like the missing 13th Amendment that disallows anyone with titles of nobility (like Esquire or Knight) from holding government office, which would purge government of everyone who has ever become a high lawyer. The government consists of people and psychopaths who don’t follow the law if they don’t have to, who cheat and twist and bend and ignore the law as they see fit. The real NESARA is to piddly for them to even pay attention to. But the scam is severe enough that followers of FourWinds writings have lost a lot of money and never gotten it back. Every other week they say NESARA is about to go into effect, but for decades it has never happened, because it’s not as big and real as they claim. So I would stay away from it, not send any money, and focus on other ways to create change.

STS itself comes with a very deep-seated element of denial. This denial is at the root of consciously chosen STS path. Wishful thinking is a better name for it, which is the denial of reality and truth, and the adoption of selective perception. Because only the latter, an illusion, can keep the ego intact and safe and looking good. It’s this same denial that makes every element of the STS hierarchy revel in it being the boss stepping on those below, when they themselves are slaves getting stepped on from above.

I mean, when they do notice themselves getting stepped on, in reality they have two choices — get out of the STS predator-prey hierarchy, or fight harder to get higher up the ladder. In the beginning they keep fighting… I think that at some point there are drop-outs, however, who might get tired and burned out from it all, and it is they who may drop out and apply their knowledge toward STO purposes… but only if they discover within themselves some glimmering of spirit and have it grow strong enough.

So to answer your question, yes I think 5D STS thinks it can win. It wishes it can and strives for it. And at the deepest level it’s likely a blind urge that they don’t question, a hunger to control and expand the empire of control. Also the threats of competition and usurpation from those below the hierarchy keep them going, as they need to be leaders. So they’re as much pushed from below as they drive themselves, and this is possibly what drives some off the cliff into STS implosion.

The best book on that is the Ra Material, aka The Law of One books. Language is a little dense, but the cosmology of it is very elegant.

In short, a 3D being just finishes up all the lessons involved in being 3D and outgrows it. During 3D, individuality grows and becomes purer and purer to whatever polarity it has been growing toward, and eventually it breaks completely free of all that makes a 3D person limited. Generally speaking that’s when the individuality is strong enough that it remains continuous between waking sleeping, life, and death instead of losing itself, and when it gains sufficient mastery over the etheric and physical bodies.

So in a human case, that would mean breaking free to some extent from physical biology, ego, brain limitations, linear time, five-sense perception, and other things that keep us bottled up in a matrix reality. It’s enlightenment in Buddhism or becoming a master shaman/nagal/sorcerer in the Toltec system, or becoming Christ-like in the Christian system. There’s a point at which the spirit/soul/consciousness becomes aware and powerful, moreso than the influx of matrix/physicality influences keeping it down, and that’s when it rises.

They don’t become 100% free of physicality, as even in 4D there is physicality, just kind of plastic and more vibrant and responsive to thought. It’s not until 5th Density that one is in the spirit realms, which is the density one temporarily visits between lifetimes.

Or to put it another way, a physical human becomes more and more spiritually pure. Some psychic powers begin manifesting. They look at the world differently than before. They become less and less fettered by things that limit others. They grow tired of typical 3D ways of living, needs, goals wants, attachments. They become more interested, observant, and steeped in higher spiritual dynamics that really work, and they can prove it by living it. They become increasingly transcendent. And then at some point there is a flip-over.

One historical example is alchemist Fulcanelli — — that link is an interesting article there about his Obi Wan-Kenobi-like presence after his supposed death.

The 3D to 4D transition is possible for a single person through spiritual perfection, but also apparently through a boost by some kind of Wave or Shift, sort of like what’s been prophesied regarding the whole 2012 idea. The boost is what allows maybe someone with a mere 75% perfection rate to flip over, whereas without that boost (say a guy like Fulcanelli who did it when earth was not under the influence of such a boost) might need 95% to get on out of here. That’s just my interpretation, and it worries me only because this means there could be a lot of people who flip into 4D who are basically naive concerning things there, and thus easy game for any negative beings already there. Whereas someone who goes that master-occultist-shaman-etc… path already has training and wouldn’t get lost during such a flip over.

Well I think the Starseed movement can deviate from a similar but real phenomenon. I have reason to believe that beings from other worlds, other times, other dimensions or densities incarnate as humans. And that many of them may afterward feel alienated, as well as having a vague longing for their home world. And they may be here on a mission too. But that’s where the similarity between this real phenomenon and the Starseeds movement ends.

The Starseed movement may deviate in the following way:

1) When it emphasizes the ego-identity of being of non-terrestrial origins. Meaning, people take this label “Starseed” and dissolve themselves in that identity, taking it on along with all its baggage and ready-made answers it provides that may not be true to their actual purpose and soul origins. So it risks straying into Ren-fair or Trekkie fetishism, in addition to making people stop examining their own purpose after having found something that seems to provide a convenient one-size-fits all set (like religion or cults or political groups).

2) When it emphasizes the “dislike earth, long for homeworld instead” feeling, which is okay in moderation but not when it interferes with the fact that, if you came to earth, you did so for a reason, so be here and be present and fulfill your potential. Reveries for another world that leads to escapism, irresponsibility, denial, etc… is the danger here.

3) When it leads to over-alienation from humanity, and over-affiliation with extra-terrestrials. Worse, it may hitch you to the wrong alien group. The Gray agenda for instance makes use of this, taking people who don’t remember what alien group they actually came from, and telling them lies that they used to be Grays and are here to help mankind welcome the Grays. Just because you feel you are alien, does not mean you need to become a Gray-hugger, because they’re not the only aliens in town and you may well be affiliating yourself with the very forces you came here to counter.

4) When it builds a base of support for the Grey hybridization and takeover agenda. That is, to have a youth movement aligned with Greys or related aliens, to lead the charge toward transformation of society into one lead by human-Grey hybrids who have control over the affairs of man while serving their alien progenitors.

5) When the love-n-light angle is unbalanced toward New Age denial of discernment of dark force existence and tactics. For instance, how many Starseeds are aware of negative aliens pretending to be good guys and how to distinguish between them and the real good guys? Some, but majority I would say are not aware. You can emphasize love, but only if balanced with sharp discernment and wisdom and understanding. Instead, New Age uses the idea of love, in its lower dopey naive form, toward tranquilization of intellect and discernment. And then other groups who are paranoid and cynical like the Quantum Future Group use this as an excuse to bash all love and positivity as being tranquilization, which is false and an equal and opposite fallacy that serves those same negative alien forces, since the Matrix Control System plays false opposites against each other toward a common dialectic synthesis.

6) When it takes attention away from the point of being of service in a true, humble, realistic, practical way. If you are from another world, you don’t need to boast about it, fantasize about it, preoccupy yourself with the superficial details of your star system, construct your own alien language like Trekkies learn Klingon, and so on. No need to worship your alien affiliates. What truly matters is the spiritual mission. If there is an alien mission too, then you better be sure it’s what you came here to do, and not what aliens of opposing sides have programmed into you during this lifetime to serve their ends.

So I agree with you that the Starseed movement has problems, just like the Indigo/Crystal children movement. Ultimately I’d say it’s deviated aspects can become primers of mass consciousness, or the forerunner, to an introduction of alien-human hybrids en masse.

I’ve wondered the same thing. There are several possibilities:

1) Smooth Segue: The other 2/3 people gradually and smoothly leave your sphere of experience through a natural parting of ways. Let’s say civilization breaks down, there is no news, people are cut off from each other except in groups. You only see and experience those you’re with. Then everyone else can fade out and it wouldn’t make a difference to you. Decades pass and they might as well be dead, you’ll never know. You just come across other people belonging to your 1/3 population. If you ask them about the other 2/3, everyone one of them will say, “I don’t know, last time we saw each other was before the cataclysm, and we went in different directions and I haven’t seen them since.”

2) Timeline rewriting: your own timeline and memories get rewritten all the way into the past, so that those 1/3 you are with will seem like those are the only ones who were on earth for as long as you can remember. Same for others in their respective timelines. Those in the hell timeline will only remember being born into a dark hellish world and living out a sucky existence.

3) Three copies from one timeline: Each of the three groups wakes up one day, not knowing that 2/3 of the people around them are actually on other timelines, and what they see of those people are just empty holographic placeholders, like echoes of their real selves. They look physical, but are like broken records whose growth and sentience has left them, and they are like background characters now while your life shifts to interacting with those 1/3 you’re with who are still real.

4) Everyone goes Poof: you wake up one day and 2/3 of the people are missing. They have gone to the other timeline. The world is a lot less populous and everyone wonders where those people went. From that point on, it’s only your own 1/3 that remain in the world. And since their spiritual development is within your 33% percentile, the timeline from that point on will develop accordingly. Thus, the hellish timeline is the one where the bottom 33% of the world’s population go, and since they are selfish greedy people, their world will go to hell quickly.

5) One world, Two new Dimensions: the world continues, but 2/3 of the population develop extra-dimensional abilities. Those of the negative orientation become increasingly interfaced with a hellish dimension that they can cross over into and back, and eventually stay there permanently, while those of the posiitve orientation do likewise with some higher plane of existence. Those in the middle are stuck in 3D linear time as always, and if that timeline comes to an end then probably like all cataclysms in the past, through mass death from cataclysms. Meanwhile, the other 2/3 will enjoy the benefits of their respective negative/positive dimensions that they now can access.

#3 may already be happening, judging by the increase in empty people out there, if that’s what’s causing the problem.

#4 is what I’m hoping for, nice and easy transition and no bad guys to deal with, if you’re in the good guy timeline.

#5 is likely if the world status quo remains, while awareness continues to spread among those who are open to truthseeking.

#2 has some logical problems, like if the timeline changes so drastically, how is it that you can have certain grandparents or parents if they’re actually now on the other timeline with a different past…

#1 is the most plausible, or at least true to my experience about how people seem to branch timelines in minor ways through simple parting of ways and never seeing them again.

So, some food for thought. I don’t know which way it would go, but there are ways it can be done.

The only thing I can say for certain, is that the interface must happen at the quantum sub-atomic level. Only at that tiny scale does the behavior of matter become truly unpredictable. As long as something is perfectly predictable, it has no freewill, no consciousness, it’s just a machine ticking along according to the mechanical laws governing it. That’s what matter above the sub-atomic level is like; it is a bunch of dominoes knocking over more dominoes, each effect having a prior physical cause.

But at the sub-atomic level, you can have an effect without any discernible prior physical causes. A radioactive atom emits an electron suddenly; why now and not a few moments earlier? What caused the electron to just eject right then? Science cannot say.  What causes a photon to “choose” to go through one slit cut into a board versus another slit? Science cannot say. There are no physical causes at work here; if there were, they could be measured, studied, and used to perfectly predict what an electron or photon will do. But there is that mysterious nonphysical factor.

What this means, is that there is something nonphysical influencing things at the sub-atomic level, which starts a mechanical chain of cause and effect that amplifies or cascades up into the big world we see around us. Thus at the root of physical reality are little quantum switches, little events, that are decided by a nonphysical factor. The factor, of course, being consciousness or conscious energy.

Now obviously you don’t have to intend each neuron in your brain to fire, you just think a thought and the corresponding neurons fire; those neurons firing are, at their very beginning, quantum phenomena sensitive to nonphysical influences. So when you think a thought, there is likely some intermediate energy field that does the job of synching your nonphysical mind with the physical neurons. And that’s what the occultists call the astral and etheric bodies. They’re interface fields. The etheric is the one closest to physicality, therefore I would say that the etheric energy field is what “bends” quantum events into happening one way instead of another.

With just the bare minimum conscious energy, and here I mean the consciousness of a rock or even a molecule, the quantum events will be without purpose or order; they will be unpredictable but not with intelligence. It takes a complex consciousness (a soul/spirit) and an equally complex physical mechanism (like the brain, with its billions of neurons, each of which is sensitive at the quantum level) to create a walking talking intelligence like we ourselves.

So how exactly does the etheric energy field influence a quantum event? I don’t know, other than to speculate that all possible choices already exist in this self-contained matrix, like a choose-your-own-adventure book already containing all the outcomes; and that the etheric energy somehow flips us to the right page according to which direction of the story we choose next (whether to think one thought or another). But all I know for fact, is that science leaves a wide door open when it comes to quantum physics; they cannot rule out consciousness being something nonphysical, all they can do is say they have no proof since they aren’t even looking for it.

I read in Rudolf Steiner’s books that after death, the physical body is left behind and the Mind/Spirit (core of being) is left only with its etheric and astral bodies surrounding it, and within a period of a few days or weeks the etheric body likewise disintegrates (called the ‘second death’) and after much longer time, the astral is also cast off.

So then the process reverses when about to enter a new life; the spirit coagulates around itself an astral body, gets drawn to a fetus in gestation that offers a matching life ahead, and then the etheric body starts forming that will bind the Spirit//astral  to the physical body. So it’s a gradual process of growth of the interfacing fields between physical body and Spirit. Apparently it’s a bit more complicated; I mean, there’s supposedly discussions with higher beings about the life you’re about to enter, some tweaks you do to your life plan, and so on, and then entering the fetus and being born.

After that it takes years for the astral and etheric to fully crystallize and solidify into the body; so a young child will still have an immature and vulnerable field there since it’s not firmly planted. I think that’s why they can see strange stuff, get more negative entities going after them, because they are more vulnerable (yet also more flexible and vibrant) than adults whose fields are a bit more leathery and resilient although dimmer due to energy loss throughout life.

I’m thinking there’s a resonance or feedback flow between the potential lives one can incarnate into, and what one’s needs and karmic issues are. There’s never a perfect match, but I think we’re born into the lives that best match our mission, learning needs, and abililties. So this resonance could be what starts drawing a Spirit to its next life.

The kind of suicide where you’re going through a tough but necessary phase of life, and instead of dealing with it you hurry up and kill yourself under a temporarily and emotionally intoxicated state of mind, that’s the kind where afterwards you supposedly regret it severely. Odd comparison, but it’s probably like waking up discovering you wet your bed — you were in a dream, did something you knew deep down wasn’t a good thing to do, and only after waking up do you realize the mistake. Because once you kill yourself, you can’t come back, and so if from your higher sober state of mind you had much more planned in life, by checking out early you made a major F-up and will reincarnate to finish up what you didn’t before. It’s a major rebellion that you did against your soberer Self. The regret is a lot more severe once you’re out of the body, and this tends to trap souls in a vicious circle. So you get lost souls sometimes this way, who stay in the astral planes a lot longer than other souls who died under different circumstances.

There are sober forms of suicide too, however. One is killing yourself to save another, like a sacrifice. Another is when you’re about to be killed by the enemy or tortured or whatever, with little hope of surviving, and it’s better to check out now peacefully. I think in Buddhism, these two forms of suicide are allowed because they are noble. Jesus handing himself over to the Romans is an example; because the sacrifice serves a higher good in the long run. The Cathars only allowed suicide if it was done under the most positive and blissful state of mind. Incidentally they would commit suicide in pairs, so that they would continue their companionship even after leaving the body.

Problem is that there are demonic and negative astral forces rampant, not to mention military/remote-influencer and alien forms of telepathic persuasion and mind programming that can drive a targeted person toward suicide. Or mental illnesses or chemical imbalances. If someone dies under those influences by committing suicide, it’s still a screwup but really, screwups are counted in terms of freewill — how much freewill did you have to act differently? Should you have known better? Or did you have no choice because you were just so overbearingly hammered? I think that determines the amount of regret and cause for reparations after death.

Sad to say, I see suicide rates increasing dramatically over the next couple years as people’s cushy lives fall apart — especially if there is ever a public perception that hope is lost and that there’s no future. Not that it’ll necessarily go that way, but if it does, the natural reaction for many will be to quietly commit mass suicide.

My own philosophy is that unless you have no choice but to sacrifice yourself to save others, or to avoid guaranteed torture before death, there is never a good cause to kill yourself. Because even in WWII, those who survived the holocaust went on for years afterwards and did things they wouldn’t have, if they just committed suicide early on. You never know what’s going to still come after your current time of troubles. If you’re still alive, then you still have a reason to be here. When your life is finished, you’ll be finished. May not seem finished to others, but they don’t see the bigger picture maybe.

It’s happening as expected, and 2011 should be a very busy sunspot year, as well as most of 2012.

I noticed that when sunspots show up in the first half of the sun (before they pass the mid point and continue to the other side) is when things heat up on earth in terms of accidents, shootings, illnesses, fires, and so on. It’s like the equilibrium or synchronistic protection that normally keeps things smoothly running gets jarred somehow. So based on that, from now on through 2012, in conjunction with increased sunspots, I expect there to be more of those things.

For myself, it just means to be more careful, especially with my health since during the past couple spots I took some big hits health-wise. So I won’t be taking as many stupid risks. Also, the last time there was as solar peak, I had a lot more paranormal and stressful hyper-D stuff in my life. Maybe just because I was in a less evolved mindset 6-8 years ago. But I’ll see if this sunspot peak brings back the entities and paranormal weirdness.

As for the news, it’s just a series of chess pieces being endlessly placed on a growing chess board. At some point the game will be on, and we’re getting close to that point, but just when you think it’s gonna happen, more pieces are added and the game is delayed. It’s like the 90s conspiracy movement fearing a police state and martial law … so far the martial law hasn’t happened, but it took 10 years past their predictions before the police state crept in slowly but surely, especially post 9/11. Therefore predictions about WWIII may come and go, but no doubt it’s creeping in. I think within 2-3 years for sure.

For 2011, what will be on the general public’s mind will be failing government infrastructure (social services, welfare, etc…) and economic insecurity, as well as some climate stuff but I think economy will be the big thing. Mostly it’ll force people to re-examine their bling lifestyle for a change, cut back on spending, and make other lifestyle changes. Credit problems will surface again, and since people generally get their bling on credit, that’s gonna be disruptive.

Overall I see a disintegration and harm coming to structures and people that are heavily and stubbornly invested in the old matrix ways. Like the bar is getting raised for how balanced, aware, and emotionally healthy you are, and if you fall under that bar too much, synchronistic “corrections” will attempt to happen to poke you in the rear. That’s for those who need to be on the more positive future timeline. I say this because it’s been happening already for a couple years.

Others I think are lost already, and what I noticed about them is kind of like their dreams and life evaporating, or slipping from their hands like water — mainly a vein attempt at building a future that, subconsciously, they know doesn’t exist, so they are becoming increasingly neurotic, unhinged, ungrounded, dissociated, because of it. Like they’re going through the motions and have lost that gusto that they used to have when the future looked bright. They’re just becoming echoes reverberating on. And I suspect that many will give up or go completely insane when the economy tanks more than ever.

On the bright side, when one thing goes down, another thing goes up like a seesaw. The doom predictions don’t take into account the counterweight that will rise. Which is mainly the creative ways in which people adjust to changes. Like, fun and interesting creative ways. The “prepper” movement is a foreshadowing of this. You know, people getting an impulse to learn how to garden, or beekeep, or raise small farm animals, and so on.

As far as spirituality is concerned, for the past decades people have had the luxury of living in a comfortable and stable society where they were relatively shielded from suffering the consequences of some faulty belief system. Especially true with affluent New Agers who can believe the worst stuff and have the money and comfort to not suffer and thus not notice its faults. They go batty in the end, and don’t know how batty they are because their friends are batty like themselves and others aren’t rich enough to have credibility in pointing this out to them.

Point being that as times change, spirituality will be put to the test, and only what survives in the real world, in everyday use under trying circumstances, will live. So it’s going to be a rude awakening for many who talked the talk but never walked. Trying times will cut out the B.S. and force people to be more practical. I think many will forget all about the spirituality and switch to an animal-like survival mode, which in the end won’t work either because you then lose synchronistic protection and get thrown into the jungle. Therefore ultimately these times will, for a small aware part of the population, function as a filter, forger, and honer of their knowledge, wisdom, and discernment.

I treat their reports the way one would interpret dreams. Dreams contain nonsense, real prophetic elements, and most of it all wrapped up in symbolism. A dream about a tornado may not be about real tornado, but say an emotionally stressful situation. So if they’re predicting something like an island sinking, it may be symbolic of it being economically ruined. That’s how I view their reports.

As for what they describe of the future (not specific events, just general trends), my conclusions are largely in line with theirs. Like, often Cliff or George Ure will say something that matches what I just recently figured out. Maybe they’re reading my stuff, I don’t know. Maybe we’re both plugged into something.

Anyway, I wouldn’t take every prediction in the web-bot reports literally, however you can tell from their material that they have a broad perspective. They are aware of aliens, conspiracies, politics, economics, time shifts, and so on. So I appreciate more their view on trends and events, the connections they make, than the web-bot output itself.

It’s all about acting on the level of mind/quantum instead of matter/force. Like turning a key to open a door versus bashing it in with a sledgehammer. It’s also about transcending false dualities, and reaching a higher creative solution to things. Like a riddle, where the obvious guesses at an answer that take the riddle literally are always wrong, and the true answer is always on a higher plane of creativity that has an element of unexpectedness to it. So Taoism is about that which is always beyond the bubble of our “common sense” — and at a higher level of “uncommon sense” so to speak.

You’re right that non-anticipation is a large part of that. The future hinges entirely on the present. By synchronizing your mind and actions with the flow of time as it passes through the present, you act in an immediately responsible manner. Versus, say, positioning your mind within the past/future aspect of time where you calculate based on the past in hopes of creating a certain effect in the future, which is like walking in the dark based on some math calculations and hearsay about what’s in front of your path, versus seeing the path itself or rather feeling it as you walk it, which is Taoism.

So yes, Taoism is a very anti-matrix kind of thing. It goes against ego and linear time conditioning. Its only potential downside is that if misapplied, or not applied in balance, it can make one passive as a vegetable during situations where synchronicity has guided one to be there to fight. So Taoism is about responding in the optimal manner according to one being in touch with that most optimal probable future whose influence guides one in the present, and if this requires a bit of fire and action then so be it; therefore Taoism shouldn’t be confused with total and absolute non-resistance and passivity in all cases, as the latter only applies to cases where ego-based stupidity is what’s calling forth the fight and it’s better to outflank the ego and do what the matrix-ego-inspired situation doesn’t expect/demand.

There are consequences, actually. But to address to core of your question, both alien and military abductions create a mind split in the person at a relatively young age (I’m guessing 4-8 years old) where one part of the mind (abductee mind) is what wakes up during an abduction and experiences it, and the other part (mundane mind) is only active during the person’s everyday life.

The abductee mind is sequestered at all other times, except for unintended surfacings in rare instances during the day when triggered by some sense stimulus that maybe resembles something it witnessed. That’s when some of its memories briefly cross over into the mundane mind, and an abductee actually remembers some of what happened.

If you were to switch these around, whereby the sequestered part becomes the main consciousness of daily life, then yes one would be a complete wreck. But what we are during the day, our mundane mind, is kept quarantined from this other part, and vice versa. There is only residual contamination between the two.

The things that don’t depend on state of mind do leave more of a residue however. For instance, bruises, scars, pains, soreness, tiredness, mental fatigue, and drug or electroshock after-effects (in the case of military abductions). So a person can wake up with some of these symptoms but no memory of the abduction encounter.

During the onset of an abduction, there is a transition between the mundane mind and the abductee mind. Thus if a person wakes up to a presence in the room and gets really terrified, and only then switches minds, then the next day or night they could feel kind of jumpy because their mundane mind did get traumatized a little, but not as much as their sequestered abductee mind did after that during the abduction.

Another thing is that abductions are not all directly traumatic. If it’s a programming session, and done by aliens, it’s actually quite passive and uneventful. So imagine a person who is sleeping gets taken out of their body, or maybe their body itself is taken as well, and the whole time they are in this very sleepy trance state, semi-dreaming as they’re being shuffled about. And then they get placed before a machine or Grey or something that transmits telepathic information into their heads to create posthypnotic suggestions, then they’re placed back in their body/bed. During this, there may never need be a moment of physical struggle, terror, torture, or anything. So even if you had this a few times a month, it wouldn’t be as taxing on a person as you’d think from reports of the more stressful abduction.

That said, there are lots of cases where a person, due to their mundane mind really focusing on the alien stuff and being obsessed/terrified with it, creates a feedback loop whereby those same forces have more access to this person, and become more overt/tangible in their interactions. That’s when then quarantine breaks down a bit, and the person does indeed fall apart. Their mind gets shattered over time. So you’ll see abductees who are a bit hysterical, wild-eyed, not all there in the head, because their mundane minds are fried from this. A mind native to this 3D matrix existence needing only to think enough to buy groceries, raise kids, work and pay the bills is too fragile in the face of contact and psychic interface with alien beings.

The catch is that the abductee mind, and the mundane mind, in being somewhat separate, have different access parameters and permission levels. If during the day you say you want nothing more to do with aliens, but your abductee mind doesn’t make that same commitment, and if you get abducted in such a way that little trace of it spills over into your mundane mind, then those abductions can indeed continue because to the mind making that intention, it’s being fulfilled. Therefore it would take intentions and commitments by the mundane mind so prolonged and deep, with such attention toward carrying over all through the night, that it percolates down into the subconscious and thus the same “basement” that the abductee mind shares, and then therefore can bubble up into the abductee mind and make a difference.

The weak minded are vulnerable to invasions into their more remembered reality. Meaning, a much more overt, memorable, tangible, and frequent alien presence in their daily life, instead of it being quarantined to that part of life one doesn’t really remember. So if you ever come across a person who has all-out alien stuff that seems non-stop, and they’re wrecks as though curled up on a corner sucking their thumbs, that’s an example of someone whose abductions and alien activities have been allowed to infiltrate too much into their mundane life. Another example of that is being wide awake, and aliens showing up and squashing your mind asleep or into trance to take you; that never happens to me. Instead I first go to sleep myself, and then when my mundane mind is out to lunch, that’s when it can happen.

Lots of weird things happen while we sleep, including negative astral critters, succubi, etc… stopping by sometimes to jack into our dreams and feed off us. That’s way more common than an actual alien presence. Astral things are as plentiful as oceanlife, whereas aliens are fewer in number and thus less prevalent.

Practicing lucid dreaming sounds like something useful in your case, if you haven’t practiced that already. I still haven’t mastered it, and only still have them spontaneously. But being aware in your dreams, I think would work to stave off a lot of abductions. For instance, if you do wake up into your mundane mind with a presence in the room, you still have time to fight it before you flip over into that tranced out abductee mind. I know people who stopped abductions this way. It may be said that staying non-lucid and not resisting such an abduction is tantamount to giving it permission to continue.

That’s right, they are working within a greater law framework that they can’t violate. But they are good at finding loopholes, which is the one about freewill. If piece by piece we give away our freewill, a point comes when we have given it all away and virtually given permission to have us killed.

One example is getting tempted with drug or black magic abuse, and after a while you make enough deals with the dark side that they own you, and then when you cross them, they do indeed kill you. Same thing with people who get clearances in the military, they sign away they life, and then when they blow the whistle they die. Like Phil Schneider. Another example is dark side bluffing you with some scare tactics, and you choose not to keep a grip on yourself, and gradually you become more paranoid and spiritually weakened, then you get sick and die or whatever.

Another way you can be killed is if you are about to do something that pisses everyone off, good guys included. For instance, you’re about to unleash Free Energy technology to the world. Why would positive side not want that? Well, I think ultimately they do, but the right thing at the wrong time under the wrong circumstances leads to trouble. It’s like an FBI sting where they’re almost at the point of nabbing someone, and then some idiot jumps in and starts shooting at the criminals, which blows up the whole operation and the bad guys get away. Free energy is like that… it will turn the world upside down and screw things up before its time… and if we only wait a few more years then the time is right. But guys have tried to do it prematurely and died for it, killed by oil interests and negative forces, and they didn’t get protection from the positive side because of them being a bit too reckless and premature.

Point being that it all starts somewhere, and is a gradual process toward you being killable, legally killable that is. So as long as you don’t take those first steps, or as long as you know the warning signs and correct yourself before it’s too late, then you’re okay. Therefore it’s mostly an internal spiritual battle. if you stay on track, I don’t think you can be killed. But you have to be cautious, keep yourself balanced, and don’t stubbornly go against the flow of destiny. When you start straying, that’s when you get sick a lot, accidents happen, etc… and those are warning signs. Not to mention, dreams will warn you too. So yeah, if you get out of warm water, you’ll never be in hot water, so to speak.

When spirit becomes master over the mind, and mind over the soul, and soul over the body, then the body is absorbed into the spirit and comes under its full command. That’s when the body no longer obeys physical laws, only metaphysical laws. It’s when a body can be materialized or dematerialized at will, without technology. Certain advanced positive aliens can do this. You’ll also read of this in some of Carlos Castaneda’s books, where highly trained shamans can do this. If you have never read Carlos Castaneda, I think that will give you an idea of what’s required.

The main problem is that we are held here by a kind of ‘gravity’ — not strictly the physical gravity, but a conscious kind of gravity that holds us to the illusion that reality is completely real. Even if you tell yourself that a pen isn’t real, and thus you try to move it with your mind, there is still a part of your mind that remains unconvinced. That part is your subconscious and unconscious, and it can’t be convinced just by your surface conscious mind willing it.

To reach that part of your mind is difficult. You have to be able to focus without focusing, intend without being aware that you’re intending, and other zen-like paradoxes. One of the introductory skills needed for this, is being able to keep your mind awake as you fall asleep. So instead of dissolving into a dream and forgetting you’re dreaming, you stay aware while your body fully falls asleep and dream images appear. In this state, you can even have your eyes open and, with enough training, move around and talk.

It’s in this weird state of consciousness that you can do lots of things, and it’s the starting point for being able to override physical laws. It’s because in this state, you are not 100% locked into physical linear time reality. You can see things you can’t normally see (mostly etheric thought-forms and invisible beings hanging out). And you can then start manipulating etheric energy, which is the precursor to physicality. In this state, you are more merged with your subconscious than otherwise, and so reality becomes more fluid.

But yeah, I’d say check out some Carlos Castaneda books. They’re mostly fictionalized, but the ideas discussed are pretty valid I think. A big lesson in there is conserving energy and switching to alternate states of consciousness. You need energy to overcome that conscious gravity that keeps you stuck. Ever had a lucid dream opportunity where you were just too tired while asleep to bother becoming fully lucid? I have, and it showed me that becoming aware takes energy, mental and emotional and spiritual vital energy, and if you’re not bursting with this energy, then you won’t have the coherence and enthusiasm and concentration to step outside your rut.

And so with waking reality it’s’ similar, except even more difficult, because in dreams it’s only your subconscious keeping the dream environment stable, whereas in waking life it’s the mind of all beings in this universe. So you have to overcome that, and this takes a lot of energy and subconscious detaching.

By the way, it’s a lot easier to bend probability and create synchronicities, than outright break the laws of physics. According to quantum physics, the laws of physics we know are just averaged out values of little tiny quantum fluctuations. Sort of like how a big crowd doesn’t move as a whole, even though the individual people in it are bustling about. So it’s hard to get a whole crowd to move (meaning, to bend physics) but not hard to get one critical person to move which then influences the future in an interesting way. So what I’m saying is, if levitating is too much of a feat, no worries because you can do lots of cool stuff still if you just try to bend ordinary probability instead. See my Reality Creation Redux article for some tips on that, it’s in the Research Notes section of my site.

There tends to be a clustering of symptom. If you only had one symptom, then it could be explained away, but several together makes it more definite a conclusion. Here are some possible symptoms:

• Ear tones/ringings — usually a sign of getting pinged by some psychic entity, meaning something interested in watching you right now

• Seeing warning omen signs — certain synchronistic numbers, certain insect infestations, bunch of police/ambulances, etc.. whatever symbolic dictionary applies to you and gets the point across.

• Seeing faces of aliens or ghouls as you close your eyes and try to go to sleep. These hypnagogic images are visual representations of psychic impressions.

• Nightmares, gory dreams, really uncomfortable dreams like something’s trying to mess with you.

• A sudden, uncalled-for, irrational shift into depression, wild anger and irritation, or hopelessness.

• All this happening during an important time in your life, like working on a project, or contemplating a decision, that could have positive outcomes.

• Increase in injuries and objects breaking and illness

• Insomnia and a feeling of wariness or jumpiness like something’s around when you try to sleep, also extreme amped up feelings, elevated heart beat, and racing mind while trying to sleep, that keeps you up and leaves you tired from lack of sleep. Sort of like too much caffeine, but not having had any caffeine.

• Unusual tiredness, headache and nausea and chills, that come on suddenly, and leave suddenly and don’t have prior physical cause that you can pinpoint.

• Temporary intestinal/digestive issues that don’t trace back to dietary causes.

You mean moral and spiritual decay with dark people doing evil things?

The way I see it, those people are not in control of themselves, not all there in the head, sometimes not fully human. They may be acting in perfect harmony with their nature if they are being controlled by ego or demonic influences, same way a shark eats innocent people just because that’s in its nature to do so.

So first of all I see them as either being defective (like a crazy or retarded persons) or else not really human (like a demon). In either case, there is no disgust within me coming from the “They should know better!” perspective, because they don’t and can’t know better. They are what they are.

Secondly I believe there is a divine framework that puts me in the right spot at the right time, according to my abilities and resources. Therefore when I encounter a situation when I can indeed do something about these dark people, or to help those they oppress, then I will.  Until then, I am patient, knowing it’s not yet time.

Third, I believe there will be a time of reckoning. That darkness will get what it deserves. This makes me patient.

Fourth, I realize that everything beyond my ability to change is wasteful for me to fret over. For that, I leave it to others, until my time comes to do my share.

Fifth, I think these people are goners, and so I don’t really care about them because they will have no presence in the future. Or so I hope.

Ultimately I take a practical approach, where I only care about what is within my place to care about and do something about. The rest I accept as inevitable for the moment and I endure it patiently.

I talked to an alien contactee, who is knowledgeable on such matters, and he believes ear ringings are caused by an entity or person distorting your own body’s etheric field in the region of the head, which creates an abrupt alteration in blood flow and pressure to the ear, causing the inner ear organs to register a ringing.

They would distort your field by trying to remote view you, focus on your energy and purposely try to distort it, or some other act where they have to consciously focus on you. The entity could be a person who is truly psychic, an alien who checks in on you, a nonphysical being like a deceased person’s spirit or some angel-like entity.   Ear ringing may be a side-effect of what they’re doing, or a purposeful induction of a tone in order to communicate with you, perhaps about the future as you noted.

My asian grandmother said left ear means someone’s talking bad about you, right ear means someone is thinking blessings. I myself have found that my left ear means an upcoming attack/test consisting of me getting very angry at someone, while right means an attack consisting of me having a moment of panic and loss of confidence. So it  means different things to different people, but in all cases it’s someone else’s (or something else’s) psychic influence affecting the etheric field of your head around the ear.

So if you get one, most likely someone or something has you in mind at that moment. I also found an interesting phenomenon today. Had an ear ringing while in the kitchen, and it went away shortly, then when I returned near the same spot in the kitchen, it came back. Then it went away. I suspect perhaps an entity, not completely physical and not visible, may actually have been standing there. So I would move my head around the kitchen and when I got to another spot the ringing happened once more. Maybe I was intersecting where the entity stood, and ear would thus ring. After another minute of this, the kitchen was clear, but I ran to the livingroom a few feet away and at one spot it happened again. So if it was an entity, it was moving around. Suggesting that an ear ringing can be caused by such an entity right next to you maybe touching or somehow influencing the field of your head.

Though it can be done remotely as well, it seems. I have never gotten an ear ringing from a regular person though, no matter how much they were thinking of me positively or negatively. It’s more a trait unique to psychic beings who know how to project their own energy field or disturb mine. Some are negative, doing this to monitor you and see what your current state is, as well as what’s on your mind and maybe even scan your immediate probable futures. Others could be positive an trying to help by giving you an intelligent signal in either ear, that, once you figure out what it means, can alert you to certain ideas you’re thinking that are important and correct, or certain events coming up that you should be warned about.

I’ve had a couple ear ringings occur while I was asleep. This was in 2002. I dreamt of being in a fire station, with our black cat there, and the fire alarm was going off, while I noticed at the same time my actual ear was ringing. That’s what first clued me into the idea of what the ringing meant for me. Black cat for me meant presence of a nonhuman supernatural force. Fire alarm means an urgent situation or warning. So I concluded that my ear ringing meant like an alarm going off for me, about a dangerous situation coming up. Since that time, my ear ringings have always matched such situations which often do arise within hours or a few days.  The only time nothing happens, is if I have enough dreams and ringings and other signs to know the nature and timing of the upcoming event; once I know what it is, that somehow seems to prevent it from manifesting.

So, since it means different things to different people, you can do what you’ve already been doing and find patterns in when they happen, what ear, how loud, how long, and how high or low the pitch. I’m glad to hear that you paid attention enough to notice a pattern already.

“Higher” beings just means they are more complex and perceptive than we are. There are higher positive beings, and higher negative beings. The higher positive beings have not transcended love, but have mastered and perfected it to an extent. They know its power and live it.  The higher negative beings have vanquished love, at least the love of others as they still love themselves I’m sure like any tyrant would.  But in doing so they put themselves slaves to the highest negative beings in their hierarchy. They live on a spiritual credit card system, where they have certain powers but only because they’ll repay it in double when the time comes. They don’t actually own any true spiritual wealth. Higher positive beings do, because they earned it through hard choices and experiences and cultivating their awareness, their soul light, and their love of balance, truth, and of other beings.

But love itself has different levels. There is the lowest level which isn’t really love but carnal attraction based on hormones and genetic programming. That’s what most people call love, the love between young lovers I mean. They say they’ll love each other til the end of time but a few months into marriage they already hate each other; it’s because it was a chemical love that wears off, not anything based on true soul appreciation and bonding.

Real love makes you more of who you really are. Fake love intoxicates you and makes you less than you really are, impairs your consciousness. That’s their main differences.

I define love as the force that drives spirits toward greater perfection and congruence with the Creator. In other words, it’s the impulse within you that gives you concern and appreciation for the spiritual health of another. That makes you care about them and support them in a healthy way. That’s love of another person. Love of ideas, love of truth, is likewise the impulse that moves you forward to greater states of evolution, to greater awareness, through those truths/ideas. Love is an arrow that points upward to infinite consciousness. Wherever you are, it points upward. So it’s sort of an anti-gravity force. Whereas ego is like the ground pulling you down. It takes freewill and effort to stand upright and fight against the pull of gravity. Higher positive beings are like the birds who can soar freely.

There is an interesting movie about this subject, called Ink (2009)  — some places online offer it for free viewing. The first half is kind of slow, but by the end it pays off because it’s really a touching movie about redemption and how humans are  caught in an invisible war between higher positive and negative forces.

Now, the astral planes are like the ocean. You have different depths, and at the bottom it’s dark and cold and heavy and weird creatures dwell. Those are the lower astral planes. Up near the top is sunlight and highly sentient and positive beings. Where you go depends on the quality/vibration of your consciousness. Think of people who are always angry or shameful or fearful… that’s a  kind of resonance in their soul that, after death, guides them to a corresponding level. From what I have read/heard/seen, what happens in the afterlife (at least for a period of “time” between physical death and eventual return to the spirit realm) is heavily dependent on your beliefs, programming, biases, and addictions that you die with.  There also appear to be parasitical entities in the astral that feed on such lost souls.  For instance, those who die believing in purgatory may end up in an astral level where such entities pose as priests or holy figures telling them they are in purgatory and that they must wait and suffer and pray (feed these entities their soul energy) if they want to get out. So these souls either wake up and realize what a false illusion this is, or else stay and give their energy until they shrivel up and fade out and only then move on to the spirit realm.

So I believe you are only as free in the afterlife, as you are in life. If you are slave to lies in life, then you may be slave to lies in afterlife. If you are lucid, careful, discerning, and aware in this life, then likewise after death. The Tibetans liken the afterlife to something that is similar, but deeper, than what we experience in sleep. Thus what dreams we have are an indication of how likely/easily we can get caught up in afterlife illusions.

The important thing to remember is that, in the absolute context, and at our core, we are immortal spirits. The point is best illustrated by a dream I had a couple months ago. I was having lunch at a chinese restaurant with two blond women (looked like nordic aliens). We were conversing and they asked me a question/riddle: “What do science and spirituality have in common?” — and I answered, but the answer came out of me almost as if they were suggesting it telepathically. The answer was that both involve energy not being created or destroyed, rather transformed from one state to another.

They elaborated that what we take as 3D reality is like a self-contained bubble, a special kind of environment. That the true inner core of us, that spark of sentience, is situated and originates from outside that bubble. That it is immortal and transcendent, and cannot be harmed. But that there are forces in the bubble who are native here, or at least trapped by their own choice to be the way they are. They may eat our bodies, even harvest our soul energies. But in the end, they are the prisoners of their realm, and we are above beyond it even though we are temporarily extending ourselves here into this environment.

Anyway, point being that up to a point you do have negative alien and demonic forces controlling a lot of what’s down here. The bright side is that they control through cunning and deception due to our own ignorance and bad choices, not so much because they have absolute power. If they had absolute power, they wouldn’t need to hide themselves or manipulate so cunningly, they could just do it simply and openly. In my own life, there is a tug of war between them / my own ego, and higher spiritual beings / my own heart or spirit. These forces put pressure on us when we are to make a choice. Even a small one, where we choose between giving into selfish base impulses or listen to our conscience and common sense.

As long as we become aware of negative impulses and choose the alternative, in that moment we triumph over even an entire group of demons or aliens. Because their reach is limited. But if we are so weak, then of course it seems like they have control over us. And fact is, most of mankind is very weak and asleep, due to genetics, diet, environment, and social/religious/education programming.

Who’s on our side? I believe in the Higher Self.  Which on my site, and in other published materials, is described as that future final version of us, perfect as we can be, high up in the chain of spiritual evolution, who can look back and help out its past selves still moving forward. It acts as a silent chaperone, a whisperer or ideas, a small voice of conscience sometimes. Guiding in the right direction. We have other positive forces, including positive aliens if they have an interest in you (if you’re an alien contactee/abductee). They all help silently for the most part. They guide covertly rather than intervene. Although based on close calls with accidents and such, it seems they do intervene when there is no choice. Like if negative forces manage to take control over some car driver, who then swerves into your lane to try and collide with your car and kill you, positive forces then, in seeing that you have no freewill choice in the matter either way, will step in and bend the laws of physics if necessary.  Not every collision is such a violation though; sometimes it’s random chance to someone who is not yet high priority or sufficiently in tune with higher forces, or who attracted/desired it out of some spiritual imbalance or karmic need. But certain people seem to have protection. I think it depends on how much they matter to others, how much the future depends on them, how aligned they are with genuine spiritual forces and not just impostors pretending to be good guys.

Positive forces gain satisfaction from seeing a person make the right choices, acting from their more noble and loving side. See we are confronted with choices everyday on whether to give in to our selfish, contemptuous, blind ego impulses, or to stay conscious and sacrifice our egos to do the right thing. It’s by consistently making those right choices and consistently sacrificing the lower ego impulses that we start aligning with the higher, not just in our intention, but in our actions. So we do make mistakes, but it’s the persistence to keep getting back on track and adopting a higher perspective as often as possible that counts.

Now, as far as positive aliens go, it seems they are more limited in their resources than, say, higher more angelic spiritual beings. Therefore they’d notice you if you are of concern to their particular mission or agenda. However, I suspect that they work more with people who made pre-life agreements with them, who may be one of them now incarnated in human form. Thus I’m not sure whether an alien group would care too much about a person they’ve never ever had affiliation with. On the other hand, we always have the choice to get involved with their business, let’s say spreading the word about whatever message they are aiming to send humanity, like educating people on the possibility of deception by opposing negative groups.

That said, the one thing not to do is look into the sky and send a strong message that you want contact. Because it’s like shouting at the top of your lungs in a war zone; you don’t know which side might hear you and come. However, you can try to maintain a steady composed attitude on the positive side of neutral, and basically place yourself in serve of positive higher power to effect positive change to the degree of your ability. You may then notice opportunities pop up where you can do a little thing to help someone in a spiritually meaningful way.

There is a lot that keeps positive forces from doing a face-to-face meeting with a person.

For one, apparently it’s dangerous for them to show up in the physical as airspace is monitored for those incidences and they can be shot down by military weaponry upgraded by opposing alien faction technology.

Secondly they are very non-interventionist and don’t want to interfere with anyone, and would prefer helping you in a way where you don’t even realize you’re being helped and where you do most of the work yourself. This is necessary for you to grow strong, instead of being carried and thus grow weak.

And third, it’s difficult asking them without some level of ego and anticipation involved; for instance, if you were to look up and ask for a sign from them, and a star appears and moves in response, would your heart skip a beat? If so, that is a sign of anticipation, possible fear, and those act as blocks to the request; not until you remain completely calm would they consider it, as anything beyond that is interference and runs the risk of unpredictable reactions on your part.

So you’d basically have to tread the positive path for the sake of the love and fulfillment of it, rather than the expectation of future reward or passing of some test, and then you naturally grow to that point where when you least expect it, it will happen and you won’t be surprised but rather calmly relieved.

The fact that others have enough freewill to do things against our will shows that their minds are functionally separate from our own. The fact that reality stays constant even if we are unconscious shows something more than just our minds is keeping it together.

Also if you are in any way intuitive or clairvoyant you can sense the consciousness of other people, see their energy fields, and know they are sentient beings versus, say, dream characters who lack that energy and sentience.

And if our own minds are creating all this, why is our dream environment malleable to our intent, but physical reality is a lot more solid? Shouldn’t they both be the same if they’re both projected from the same subconscious?

Now if you’re talking about reality being created by our collective rather than just your or my subconscious, then yes, the more consciousness you include in the picture, the more reality is a projection of it. Through reality creation (manifestation) we as individuals can indeed influence our reality a little bit, like manifesting some opportunity or material item. The collective subconscious of humanity may likewise manifest collective events and circumstances. Yet that doesn’t mean everything is a product of collective human subconscious, just as not everything in the world is a product of my or your own mind. There are intelligences beyond humanity, on other worlds, in the cosmos, that also have a say in what reality is.

The difference between solipsism and the Law of One, is that the latter says only that we are of the same substance, essence, origin, but that we are endowed with freewill to pursue our own paths, that we add our influence to the common reality. Whereas solipsism says your mind is the only one, and everyone else is just a figment of your subconscious projection as in a dream.

There is a difference between just imagining something, dreaming it, and experiencing it for real. Imagination is no more creative than your conscious mind. Dreams have the novelty of being projected by your subconscious, so at least it has some autonomy and originality, but then again beings can telepathically project into your dreamscape to provide new information as well. And reality is the most autonomous of all; I can go to college knowing nothing about higher math or physics, and it makes more sense that an actual teacher gives that to me, than to say it was in my subconscious all along. Reason being that even in dream, logic can be scrambled and breaks down on closer examination, whereas in real life mathematics is solid from beginning to end, just like physical reality is (most of the time, haha).

There are a few things I keep in mind when feeling like this.

First is that we can only act within the sphere of our influence, meaning we must accept that which is beyond our reach, while focusing on what is actually within our current circumstances, resources, and abilities to do. So dividing things between what you can do, and what you cannot, helps to take away some of the worry and shift your concern to where you can actually do something about it.

Second is that there is an optimal time and method for each action. Meaning that if your intuition says no, and circumstances aren’t right for you to act, but fear and frustration push you into acting anyway, you will find that you meet only further frustration. Therefore it comes down to patience and foresight, and careful listening to intuition for when you suddenly realize the moment of opportunity has arrived, that you’re enthusiastic about it, and that you now have the means to do take a particular action. Then you go for it.  So the idea that there is indeed a guidance or flow to things, helps you be more patient.

And third is the idea that the majority moves in a deterministic direction, a direction that’s ill-fated by the sheer fact that they are so stubbornly programmed and stuck in their ways, or maybe because at some level they almost need to experience tough times to jar them out of their slumber. Those people you cannot help, beyond providing an option for an informed choice like maybe making information available. But then there is the minority who can indeed be helped. They can weave their way through what the majority experience without themselves getting taken down. And it is they who matter most. Therefore if you focus on victory one person at a time, rather than trying to change the entire world, you can get more done. If you think in terms of quality of enlightenment, rather than quantity of people reached, then you’ll have less frustration.

I can tell a difference between human and alien, both have their capabilities which are very similar, but they differ in style and characteristics. 

Generally the human groups are more crude, are anchored in the physical plane, tend to use concepts of sex and violence (like gun nut / survivalist) in their mind programming, are restricted to working out of underground military bases, are themselves a bit perverted in mindset with human-type humor mixed in, and have human vibes. 

Generally the alien types shift frequently into a non-physical / etheric / hyper-dimensional state, often do soul abductions (which human groups cannot do) for mind programming purposes (that’s where body is left in bed, soul extracted upward into ship), have an energy field around them that is very strong and can shift your consciousness into trance state just by being around them (whereas humans need hypnotic triggers like a strobe light or verbal command), are always able to “hang around” you in an etheric state (whereas for human types it’s more cumbersome, requiring cloaking and teleportation which takes extra time and effort and risk and isn’t done that often). Also there’s no mistaking Grey alien vibes. There’s an actual vibe to their limited consciousness and their very being that would be different from a mere cloned or artificial human-manufactured PLF (programmable lifeform, term used by James Casbolt and Greer), which is more just a flesh-robot. Real greys have something more beyond that.

Now here’s the interesting thing. The human groups are very advanced, and the most advanced ones are seen by abductees working side by side with aliens who usually act in a supervisory role in underground military bases. They’re not just props shuffled in to make the abductee think aliens and military are working together, as they’re too involved in tasks there and display psychic powers typical of aliens. By advanced, I mean these human military groups have remote viewing technology, limited invisibility cloaking, very limited psychic powers (but still above average), teleportation technology that can extract an abductee from bedroom, and electromagnetic trance-inducing technology. 

But like I said, aliens and the human groups have their qualitative and logistical differences. It’s like eagles versus turtles. Sure a turtle could strap into a glider harness and fly, but an eagle can do so anytime, do it easier, and better. So it appears to me that military groups are either cooperating with, or have been taken over by, negative alien groups, and that together they are pushing a disinformation scenario that will ultimately get us to turn toward a false-positive alien group for leadership in the years ahead. In other words, the “egg in the nest” or “baby in the cradle” that needs protection is whatever alien group will be pushed as the good guys; the rest are disposable scapegoats to be used in the various disinfo scenarios. For instance, in Greer’s scenario that egg/baby is well protected with the human military using PLFs as the scapegoat. Other disinfo vectors use reptilians and/or Greys as the sole scapegoat, leaving the blond/nordic aliens as the egg/baby. 

In my opinion, greys, reptilians, some military factions, and some nordic groups are part of the same conspiracy. The real good guys are other nordic factions and whatever miscellaneous lesser alien types are on their side of non-interventionism. So you see, by splitting up the conspiratorial group into various ‘good cop’ and ‘bad cop’ divisions, we think we’ll be choosing the good against the bad, when really it will be two choices leading to the same outcome. The real good guys would represent a third choice that isn’t obvious. Who knows, maybe they will be demonized for trying to withhold technology from humans (which they do for ethical reasons, but portrayed as wanting to keep us in the dark) whereas the false positive groups will give us lots of technology but with a heavy price of our freedom and sovereignty. 

Yes, although the positive groups are incredibly discreet. They are non-interventionists who respect freewill, and know that a person they are guiding from behind the scenes needs to make his/her own choices in order to grow strong as a spiritual individual. Whereas the negative groups want to interfere, want to take away a person’s freewill by rigging their choices through false information and mind programming. That’s really what the difference between positive and negative aliens comes down to. Some groups are in the middle zone between these, most notably time travelers who are advanced humans but not necessarily advanced by 4D alien standards.

So my contacts with them have been mainly through abductions I don’t remember, although they are rare and are not preceded by the negative precursors and negative after-effects. They have other precursors and after-effects unique to positive abductions. Also they prefer dream-time contact more than physical. I heard it’s because the military-alien alliance is heavily monitoring U.S. airspace and tries to shoot down any positive ships that they can track, and so coming in for a physical encounter is very dangerous for them. Thus psychic projection into dreams or staying purely in the etheric. It seems they do more to your subconscious to inspire you with ideas that you then develop on your own without knowing the source. They stay behind the scenes, like I said. Every once in a while I might have a dream encounter, or dream fragments reflecting an encounter earlier in the night. 

I also suspect that positive groups are loading up people’s (their contacts) subconscious minds with knowledge and instruction, that stays safely buried until some future time when it’s needed. A bit like sneaking weapons into enemy territory and caching it there for an eventual revolution. And I think that’s what the negative alien/military groups fear the most, and why they try to monitor and counter-program anyone who might be part of that.

Alright, being here in this world is a bit like diving into a muddy river with garbage and piranha swimming around in it. As long as we’re in that river, we cannot be completely clean and dry and safe. So instead we can minimize attracting piranha, avoid coveting and consuming the garbage, and know how to wisely respond to any provocations. The more knowledge, self-control, and spiritual harmony you have, the less you will be affected by these things. They still exist around you, but you then no longer are always at their mercy. 

For instance, just because you use a computer, glitches can happen either naturally or be induced. That’s a given. But your reaction to it is entirely your own choosing. I received a fortune cookie once that said, “You control your own reactions, and therein lies your freedom.” Very wise fortune. I also think oracles and fortune cookies and such, can be avenues for messages from beyond this space-time. 

Anyway, what I do is 1) minimize attracting negative attention, and 2) maximize the elegance in how I handle such attention when it comes. 

Minimizing attention is tricky. But basically the brighter the light, the darker the shadow, meaning the more you swing into strong positivity, the more you catch attention of dark forces. Which is fine, as long as you’re strong and aware enough to handle the attention. You only want to minimize it enough so that you don’t attract more than you can handle. And the way that works, is by never straying too far from your equilibrium, but just going positive enough that over time that becomes your new equilibrium point, then you can go a bit further. Handling the attention is all about controlling your reactions, all about knowing what the attack is trying to get you to do, and then not doing that. 

I noticed that attacks generally operate through:  

1) getting you to back down through fear and intimidation, 
2) getting you to lose faith and confidence through depression and sudden feeling of emptiness and doubt, 
3) getting you obsessed with some big distraction that you know deep down is a waste of time, 
4) inducing a moment of forgetfulness that leads to a big drama (like forgetting to save a document, forgetting keys, etc…), 
5) getting you to shoot yourself in the foot through an over-reaction, like saying regretful words to someone, 
6) wearing you down through sleep disturbances and other people in life that cause you stress. 

Of course these happen naturally too from time to time, but when they cluster together the probability of it being mere chance goes way down. These are all means that dark forces regularly use. I’m sure you are familiar with a lot of them. There are other methods that I can’t think of right now.

So basically being calmly vigilant/watchful, taking precautions, thinking ahead, using self-control to nip any irrational thoughts and feelings in the bud, and staying positive enough to not get imbalanced by negative moods — these work pretty well for me. And the thing is this — if you are already prepared to handle something ahead of time, it has less chances of happening. I mean, why would dark forces attack you where you are prepared and strongest? They would call off the attack since it would be a waste of their energy. Thus they always hit where you aren’t looking, where you aren’t expecting, what you aren’t noticing. 

And thus awareness is key. But _calm_ awareness with a tinge of positivity and confidence and optimism, because emotion does attract experiences or bend probability, and if you have this underlying fear, like a gnawing worry that grips you and has a life of its own, that means you are magnetized and attracting more of these than you actually need to. If you can be solid as a rock and tranquil as a sea inside, yet aware and precautionary on the outside via your awareness and actions, then you’ve got your bases covered.

Hmm, that’s all that comes to mind right now. I’m still in the process of figuring this all out too. It would be a lot easier if I could see etheric things at command; then at least I can see my own etheric/auric imbalances, what physically invisible entities are around, and so on. But for now, it’s about doing what we can with our common sense, experience, and intuition.

Mystery schools almost always claim to have been given their knowledge by higher beings, whether directly by such a being (like the idea that Hermes Trismegistus was a extraterrestrial) or indirectly with a human being transferred that knowledge through revelation by either aliens or divine beings. 

So yes, it seems that knowledge about things beyond the human sphere, were injected into our knowledge pool by beings from beyond the human sphere. But they could be aliens, angels, demons, future human time travelers, the species group consciousness of animals or hallucinogenic plants, elemental beings, etc… Maybe different sources depending on the tradition.

It does seem that hermeticism, sufism, and toltec shamanism were both seeded by humanoid aliens. I’m guessing possibly nordic-like humanoids, since accounts of their philosophy is similar to what ended up being transmitted through those mystery schools. Not to mention, humanoid aliens would be similar enough to us, that techniques that worked for them might work for us. Although I can’t rule out them being so smart as to custom design spiritual practices tailored to our physical and nonphysical makeup. 

There may sometimes be a long chain of transmission between the original nonhuman source and the final human tradition.  For instance, take someone like Rudolf Steiner who started the anthroposophy movement. Well when he was young, he got in touch with and got tutored by what were likely real Rosicrucians (not the modern ones that advertise in magazines). He was taught a lot of stuff by them, but also had enough psychic vision and intellect to figure things out for himself. But they definitely gave him a head start. Where did they get their knowledge? Probably goes way back. Real mystery schools don’t just pass on dead knowledge, like what the freemasons do, but also keep it fresh with communion with that higher source. So those real Rosicrucians, for all we know, could still be actively taught and guided by alien humanoids. Thus the knowledge and skills to expand that knowledge could both originate, and later be expanded and refreshed on an ongoing basis, by non-human beings. 

William Bramley’s book “The Gods of Eden” says as much, that aliens founded the Egyptian mystery schools, and that a rebellion or split happened that began a dark brotherhood which has ruled the earth to this day. 

Timeline manipulation has its limits, or degrees of limitation depending on who is manipulating and using what method. The one thing limiting everything is freewill.  It seems that timeline manipulators try not to violate freewill for whatever reason. I suspect it’s some law of metaphysics and physics that they must obey in order to even “get a lock” on a portion of the timeline to edit.

But of those who do not violate freewill, some respect it completely, and others try their best to subvert it indirectly without directly violating it.  Of the latter kind, what they do is hit points on the timeline where a decision is being made, or some pivot point, sensitive point, critical moment, that sort of thing.  Could be as simple as someone deciding whether or not to attend a conference where, if they did, they would end up meeting someone that changes their life in a positive direction;  suddenly they get hit with a feeling of sadness and depression, and mistaking it for an intuitive warning not to go, stay home, and thus the future changes. That’s an example of a past point being hit with an emotional signal in order to change the future.  It happens all the time.

Another method used is some kind of synchronistic obstacle. Say this person is on his way to the conference and a really odd obstacle arises, let’s say an accident  or roadblock with cars backed up for blocks. Originally this accident didn’t happen. Either the driver got hit with sudden sleepiness and crashed or maybe looked down at his cellphone when originally he wouldn’t have, or maybe the accident isn’t even real but some kind of artificial event sequence patched into the timeline. Point being that it doesn’t violate the person (visiting the conference)‘s freewill because he still has the choice of waiting an extra ten minutes or taking a detour, he can still make it, just now his choice is a little harder to accomplish than before, but not completely blocked.

So timeline manipulators often hit the softest spots, which are thoughts and emotions and beliefs. After that, they might be able to insert artificial events. I don’t know how real those events are, but they are physical and can be touched, it’s just that they weren’t originally there prior to the edit. There also appears to be certain technology that allows greater degrees of timeline editing, their advantage lying not in how sophisticated the technology is, but what “access privileges” it has been given by its designers, which depends on the highness of consciousness and spiritual development of the designers and builders. It’s attuned to their consciousness, and if they have great powers over reality, then so will the device, thus if the device is somehow captured and used by lower negative forces, those forces will have greater power than they would otherwise. In the Bible, the Ark of the Covenant was one such device.

Negative forces patiently manipulate the timeline. If you have ever played pickup-sticks, it’s like that… careful editing here and there where possible without disturbing too much at a time, but approaching the goal of domination. They are limited by the freewill of the population they are trying to ensnare.  And that’s a problem because positive forces, let’s say divine intervention, is likewise limited by freewill of those they are trying to help.  Therefore a slow process of manipulation is countered by a slow process of liberation, and that’s what we’re in right now. Lots of tug of wars going on, from the tiniest to the largest, and I believe it will escalate severely in the years ahead.

The reason freewill must be preserved is because that is the point of creation, to learn and grow from the choices you make, it’s the prime directive of existence. If the Creator wanted to micromanage everything and control it according to its own Will, then there would be no freewill and no being could choose alignment with the Creator because the choice would already be made for him or her. But if there is choice to choose negative, then the choice for positive is real and so even the most powerful of positive beings, the Creator, needs to allow for freewill, maybe even enforcing it, but not doing anything about people choosing negative if they so desire and if it serves their learning path in the end like the story of the Prodigal Son.

Our personal choices and experiences do matter.  We do navigate our way through the terrain of life.  Timeline manipulation changes the terrain here and there, and maybe now we must climb a hill twice as high as before, but we still climb if we must. The edits bias our choices, but don’t completely block them. Well, the only exception is if a being much more powerful than ourselves, but of a positive nature and connected to ourselves (like our Higher Self) deems it absolutely necessary to keep us from making a choice that would ruin everything, then we will find our ability to make the choice blocked. Maybe we encounter obstacle after obstacle, or some situation that forces us to not make it, and in the end we give up because we simply cannot do it. That happens rarely but it does happen.

Aside from changing the terrain, timeline manipulation may also attempt to influence our decisions, emotions, beliefs… and there you use discernment and self-control to distinguish what is true, and what is genuine intuition or higher knowing and not just some artificial blast of emotions trying to be plastered onto you.

We could be living in a simulation, but even then we have limited freewill.   Freewill isn’t an all-or-nothing thing. There are different levels of it.  You can have freewill within restricted parameters. In fact that’s what physical reality is.  If you have freewill to choose your direction in life, but not freewill to jump off the ground and float in mid-air, does that mean you don’t have freewill at all? It just means you have freewill in some areas, and not in others. 

So, what makes me think we have any freewill at all? Mainly because by becoming aware of a chain of causality, one can go against it. If we have no freewill, then everything is pre-decided. Thus even if I become aware of the future, if there were no freewill then there’s nothing I can do to change it. And yet, I can.  If you were God and told me I would drop my pen in exactly 5 seconds, based on that I can choose to keep holding it, making the prediction wrong. 

In a more real-life example, we can see a tug-of-war in our own lives, opposite impulses pulling us in different directions. But it’s not always the strongest one that wins. For most people it is, as they’re not aware, not having willpower, and not caring, so they go whichever way the wind blows. But by becoming aware of these impulses, one can then choose which to go against. If all environmental and biological conditions induce a feeling of hunger in me, and I have before me a plate of food, then causality says I would be driven to eat it right away. If I didn’t think, I would. But if I become aware that causal forces are driving me to eat, that awareness alone is enough for me to choose to resist, thereby contradicting causality and showing I have freewill. 

I am in complete agreement that sasquatch is not just a sophisticated bipedal gorilla-like animal native to certain mountains and woods. There is a supernatural component to them. No corpse has ever been recovered. And like you said footprints disappear into thin air.

Three possibilities come to my mind:

1) They are mere projections or illusions created by nonhuman trickster entities (the “ultra-terrestrials” hypothesized by John Keel in The Mothman Prophecies)

2) They are actual physical beings, but have developed the ability to dematerialize, teleport, become invisible, etc… (like chameleons changing color, but on a much more sophisticated level).

3) They are physical, but not native to earth, and under the ownership and direction of other entities who use them, move them, and disappear them as needed.

The third possibility is supported by abduction/UFO accounts, where the sasquatch has been seen during some abductions man-handling abductees. For instance, someone gets abducted while going for a walk in the woods; they get paralyzed by some force field and then a sasquatch carries them into a craft where other beings like reptilian, mantis, or greys await to carry out the finer details of the abduction. As far as the sasquatch goes, if physical beings like ourselves can be teleported into and out of alien crafts, then aliens (whomever they may be) could do likewise with physical servants in their keep. No abduction account, to my knowledge, has ever portrayed sasquatch in a position of authority. They are always lower class servants, used mainly for brute physical tasks. 

Now in my own experience, there is a definite difference between demons and aliens, although it appears to me that negative aliens (including those pretending to be good guys) are either possessed by demons or ultimately working in their service. The difference is that demons are more spirit-like, nonphysical, non-technological, opportunistic, like sharks feeding on a person and trying to possess them, whereas true aliens tend to be more patient, strategic, and far more likely to use actual technology whose reason for operation you can sleuth out, whereas trickster/demonic entities rarely do that, and if they do, it’s strictly sham props psychically projected that don’t have any substance to them or logic to their operation.

But for all practical purposes, negative aliens and demons are both bad news, and both operate along the lines of spiritual warfare when ensnaring and manipulating their targets. Spiritual warfare works against both of them as well, but that doesn’t mean aliens and demons are identical, in my view. More like demons have both feet in the nonphysical realms, aliens have one foot there and one foot in the physical. Thus, with both sharing operation/presence in the nonphysical, spiritual warfare is used by, and can be used against, both of them. 

In fact, that is the great secret being hidden in the alien/UFO phenomenon — that it has a spiritual/demonic component, and that spiritual methods can be used to combat them, because they’re not 100% 3D physical beings like us. I’d say aliens are amphibious, some mostly like us, some mostly like demons, some perhaps even resembling angels, and everything in between. It’s a spectrum, not a black and white thing. After all, even with people you have a spectrum… some are more angelic/Christlike, others are more demonic in their predatory ways, and everything in between. 

There are two mainstream (in the UFO community) views on this. One is that all aliens are physical 3D beings from other planets. This is the nuts-n-bolts “extraterrestrial hypothesis” espoused officially by . The other is that they are shadow puppets projected by nonphysical trickster entities using the guise of aliens to playing to our modern science fiction expectations. That is the “ultra-terrestrial hypothesis” espoused by Dr Jacques Vallee.

Neither of these explain the full range of observations from abduction reports and alien/UFO encounters. I think these two are just opposite ends of the same spectrum, with most aliens being somewhere in between and able to shift between degrees on the spectrum. 

If they downshift fully into our 3D spacetime then they are physical to us.  If they upshift toward a more timeless state, then they can view history from outside of time. In between, they are relatively tangible to each other and use actual technology, but all of it is naturally invisible to us because it is shifted away from our reality. If we get abducted and shifted into their environment, then we can interact. If they shift into our environment, we can interact as well. But by default we are in our environment, and they are in their native shifted environment. 

There are several reasons why I think this is likely:

- Of all the thousands of UFO sightings and drawings of alien crafts, there is very little similarity among them. As if the ship for each sighting were newly made and never used again. If these were physical crafts built just like our military builds their jets, then we would see the exact same crafts repeatedly throughout history. That they are new each time suggests they are materialized or projected on the spot as needed, indicating a projection into our reality from some other dimension.

- Strong indications that some aliens are involved in harvesting our emotional and life-force energies, that it gives them sustenance and may be used in their technology. This says that neither they, nor their technology, is 100% physical in the same way ours is. Because they have requirements for something nonphysical to accomplish things that don’t fit within our 3D physics. 

- We know that nonphysical beings like ghosts, angels, demons, and spirits exist. We know from observation how they behave, how they don’t use technology, how they can lurk around invisibly yet subtly influence us, how they can sometimes even materialize to our five senses. Aliens can have all these traits but not as purely so, suggesting aliens are somewhat in between where we are, and where these purely nonphysical beings are, on that spectrum.

- Jacques Vallee pointed out how again and again their technology and behaviors don’t fit within 3D physics, within linear time, within purely physical motivations. He concluded that they are nonphysical, but I think they are in between and that both their technology and bodies are more fourth dimensional than three dimensional. But they can still become physical, as all the trace evidence and physical evidence of UFOs and aliens suggests. Only that other observations show they are more than that too.

- Beings can move through walls, be invisible, materialize without the aid of technology. Some aliens can do this, and they tend to be the really advanced ones. So if they’re not using technology to do it, but can do it with their minds alone, are they still to be considered 3D beings like us? If ghosts can do it without technology, why not aliens. The line between technology and mind is blurred at this higher level; technology is just the application and externalization of what consciousness alone can do given enough spiritual development.

- There’s the phenomenon of aliens abducting only people’s souls, not their bodies. And also giving people etheric implants and not just physical. Also the phenomenon of alien entity attachments, that is, a nonphysical Grey alien attached to a person possessing him or her. And additionally, people who astral project can often see aliens (including Greys) hanging around the room that were invisible to physical eyes. These are not characteristic of purely physical beings with 3D technology like ours. It suggests they are of a dimensionally more expansive nature than our own daily existence which is strictly limited to 3D matter and linear time. 

- There are frequent anecdotes where aliens indicate being able to directly perceive our probable futures, our alternate selves, and how they need to adjust themselves to our particular time or time rate or frequency, that they need to focus or synchronize themselves with our present moment in space-time. This indicates that they are not 100% from here, from this time, from this space. Also they seem adept at time travel, or seeing the timeline from outside of time. They may be on a different “channel” or “radio station” so to speak, nearby yet not always fully in our environment. 

So by hyper-dimensional, I mean their default state of existence is a superset of ours. We are like turtles who can only crawl on land, and they are like certain birds who can dive, swim, walk, and fly. We occupy a plane, and they occupy not only that plane but the space above and below it. We are like squares, they are like cubes. We perceive and build our technology on strictly 3D physics, and they perceive and build their technology on what appears to be 4D physics. I’m not saying they are nonphysical beings. Just saying that they are variably physical, being able to crawl on land like us, but also being able to take flight and live in trees above where we can see and interact with them. 

Emotions are forces that push us out of homeostasis or equilibrium. If they are harmful emotions, they push us backwards and beneath our potential, to make us underachievers through our depression/self-doubt, or make us do unwise reactive choices like acting in a moment of hate only to regret it later. If they are helpful emotions, they can push us forwards past homeostasis into new territory we otherwise wouldn’t have had the confidence to enter. So emotions are like gravitational fields; they bind us toward or against the object of attraction/repulsion, against our tendency to remain where we are. They can be a hindrance of the end result is something unwise or limiting; helpful if the rend result is an expansion.

We can use emotions if 1) we become aware of them as they arise BEFORE they influence our decision, thinking it over and then deciding whether to go along with them (then amping them up to motivate us) or whether to dissipate them through an act of willpower and higher understanding of the situation. So they are like horses too — do you ride the horse where YOU want to go, or do you let the horse take you wherever IT wants to go (off a cliff)?

The matrix control system aims to trigger emotions of hindrance and ignorance. That includes both ignorant bliss that makes you ignore problems, and negative emotions that preoccupy you with imaginary problems or create them in the first place. So it’s a gravitational field of sorts pulling us toward the matrix by limiting us and swaying our choices in the wrong direction.

The higher balance between these is positive emotions rooted in or checked by awareness to make sure it’s a healthy impulse. Then it’s a gravity field originating from a probable future of greater spiritual strength and success. So if you are lacking motivation for something out of sheer apathy, hesitant to change, not really feeling like being nice today, etc… then one can invoke emotions to give yourself some momentum towards that ends.

The secret to “reality creation” is resonating with the very future you are aiming for, by feeling now exactly how you would feel then when it’s accomplished. The emotions resonate your future self who feels the same. Then you need awareness to avoid the pitfalls on the way. In reverse, probable futures on their way can induce corresponding emotions in you now. So if someone is bad news, you may feel a gut reaction or aversion to them, since not only do you subconsciously know who they are inside, but the future calamity brought about by your interaction with them ripples back in linear time and hits you in the solar plexus.

STS stands for “service to self” — it’s a term that originated with the Ra Material (aka The Law of One books).

STO means “service to others” — both these terms were used in abbreviated form later in the Cassiopaean Material.

These represent the negative / positive spiritual orientations, or paths of spiritual evolution.  The STO path serves self by also serving others.  The STS path serves self at the expense of others.  STO is the path of balance and maximum freewill, while STS is the path of imbalance and maximum control over others.

There’s a common misconception that STO means never serving self, and blindly serving others and getting eaten alive by abusers taking advantage of one’s kindness.

That is not at all what STO is.  STO is serving the spiritual upliftment and empowerment of others, which doesn’t happen when you’re just feeding their egos or predatory impulses.

If you are unwise and ruin your health and life overextending yourself, you end up reducing your lifespan and energy and thereby reduce how much total positive impact you can have. Which is why STO is about balance and maximization, balance between self and others.

STS is a path of evolution in the sense that one becomes more perfected as a separated fragment of the Creator, by rebelling against Creation and trying to make everyone else an extension of your will. The end destination of that path is to merge with the sleeping half of creation, which is physical matter. Before that, such beings make it up the ranks of the demonic hierarchy and eventually cave in on themselves from being so dark and low vibrational.

That’s not really STO then.  It’s not STO to feed STS, as that would be increasing imbalance. STO is about maximizing balance in the system overall, which means not contributing to further imbalance. Those compassionate but naive people who just feed the predators have the right intentions but not the wisdom. And very often they are acting from secret STS motives to make themselves feel better like they are martyrs or something. A real STO does it out of understanding and love, not just blind pity. That’s why it’s said that we here, no matter how good our intentions, are fundamentally STS, and although we can become candidates for STO status, being that we’re humans in this  matrix system means we have STS flaws and thus our good intentions will easily feed the STS because we are part of that food chain. By becoming wiser and acting more from our wisdom/heart/spirit, we avoid misplacing our help and therefore grow closer to STO graduation. Love without wisdom is foolishness if you think about it.

there is common misunderstanding on the net about the meaning of STO and STS. STO is serving self by serving others in balance between yourself and others, while STS is serving self through others with imbalance between yourself and others. So the important point is balance versus imbalance, rather than never caring for yourself versus only caring for yourself. Maximum balance is they key, maximization of freewill in yourself and in others, not one at the expense of the other.

Also, as long as we are in human physical bodies on 3D earth, we are fundamentally STS due to our biology and mode of existence. We can have STO impulses, lean in an STO direction, but we are still tied to an STS existence in an STS world. Meaning, we still need food, shelter, money, and we are stuck in linear time bounded heavily by physical laws. The balance between our needs and what we give therefore makes us less capable of serving the spiritual awakening of others   than what a true STO being can do who isn’t part of this matrix earth world, because they have less physical and logistical limitations.

For instance, whereas we can blindly help someone who abuses our trust, and we lose a couple months rent in the process and then go hungry, a completely STO being would first of all be able to see someone’s needs and not fall for such a mistake, plus they would be so in tune with the flow of the universe that they would never experience lack due to synchronistic help and being able to bend time and so on.

So the best we can be is aim in an STO direction (serving self in balance with serving others) even if our location is in an STS mode of existence. Besides, if one were to be imbalanced toward serving others at the expense of taking care of self, then one would die sooner, become poorer sooner, and otherwise be incapacitated, which makes one less capable in the long run of maximizing the helping of others. Therefore only balance maximizes it, whereas shortsighted martyrdom cuts it short in the long run. Unless of course one absolutely must make an act of martyrdom if it maximizes things (for instance, the myth of Jesus willingly going along with the crucifixion, because in not resisting he was to only grow that much more powerful in the minds of man).

So either way you do end up serving yourself. Question is, do you do it at the expense of others, or by also helping them along as well? Do you acquire freewill and personal power by taking it from others, or by helping them attain it too?  It’s the net result that counts for now. Your intention is what matters too.

The thing about STS is that it’s defined by limited energy, limited resources, and thus competition and survival. Maybe you’ve noticed how when you truly love someone or something, your energy available toward it is much higher than if you feel aversion and must force yourself to be with them or do the task. If you love something, like music or hanging out with friends, your energy to do that will be greater than even your physical impulse to sleep, for some time at least. This shows that love, and STO-oriented impulses that truly come from within, originate from a boundless source. And this means that we become more capable of giving with fewer drain on our insides, if we act from noble soul-inspiring motivations. But while human, it’s still not infinite, and you’re right we run low, not to mention our lifespans are limited. So without awareness to make sure the energy goes in the right place, we might as well be dumping it down a toilet; especially if we step over the line and help people who refuse to help themselves, who become dependent on you to carry their weight; no STO being would do that, since they would see that this actually spiritually harms the person by playing into their ego and spiritual weaknesses. The price is a weakening of their spirit, and a weakening of yours. Therefore awareness is necessary to optimize where you put your energy.

When you join the military, you sign over your life and your freewill. They can move you wherever they want, experiment on you, send you into combat to die, etc… So although it sounds like a brave and adventurous move to see the world, your world actually grows smaller because you can only be where they order you to be. Also basic training requires some degree of breaking you down and remolding you. That’s brainwashing. The mental focus is on killing, violence, ruthlessness, cunning, machismo, and the enemy. That mindset puts you squarely in the realm of STS / Service-to-Self frequencies. 

You also enter directly into the grips of the black operations projects, the military abductors and mind programmers who possess advanced technology. This means anyone in the military is way more susceptible to abduction, implantation, and mind control than a civilian. That’s why there are so few whistleblowers at the deep black levels, because anyone who gets clearance also gets higher and higher degrees of monitoring and control. It’s very bad news to get involved in that stuff, because ultimately it’s no different from joining a satanic coven and making pacts with demonic entities. It carries karmic consequences into other lives.

The surface military is inconsequential. By that I mean the military that your neighbor could join. The deeper black/shadow military residing in underground bases, those are the ones that concern me. Because whereas the surface military is used to depopulate the gullible and carry out political actions on the world stage, it’s the shadow military that really controls things. I think they interface with the alien levels of the control system. They have very advanced technology, but not fully on par with alien technology, though it’s similar yet clunkier too and more limited to spacetime instead of being fully etheric or hyper-dimensional. Anyway, they are like the theater crew behind the curtain that you never see, that preps the stage characters and props and controls the lighting.

Their recruits do include members  of the surface military. For instance, you join the surface military and get monitored/tested for your abilities. If you have something unusual like a strong intellect and/or psychic powers, you may get pulled aside to work on a secret project. Those who get really deep give up their old lives, maybe have a fake death, and continue working in the shadow military world doing who knows what. I doubt they remain themselves anymore, they’re probably so programmed and implanted by that point. I heard that if you work for such projects, your thoughts are monitored 24/7 for any sign of contradiction or dissent, and you are dealt with accordingly. Thus the environment is highly controlled and people are scared to even think or question other than what little compartmentalized job they are told to do. In there you also have the sicko power trippers who participate in military/alien abductions and engage in things like torture and rape of abductees, just because they can. A lot of them are societal rejects with no family connections, who got involved in criminal/satanic activities and were recruited through their connections to serve in these underground bases. If it can happen at Abu Ghraib, it happens all the time in the black military world, intentionally so. 

So overall, I’d say the military is just another tool of the control system, and joining it means giving away rights to your mind, body, and soul. Not to say all military personnel are evil, as it appears there could be some fifth columnists and genuine “patriot” types who are just stuck in a hard place between keeping their positions and throwing a coup. Probably lots of secret infighting and cold-war type internal battles that we don’t see in the public. Not anything I’d want to be part of.

What I discovered so far, is that the prerequisite is being able to achieve a hypnagogic trance with your eyes open. So first you learn that with your eyes closed, and once conditioned to that, doing it with eyes open. I only barely succeeded on a couple occasions, and not for long, so it’s been very difficult. Doing it with eyes closed means doing progressive relaxation, tensing and releasing all the muscles, eliminating all tension everywhere, then trying to keep aware as you fall asleep. Problem is, staying aware tends to keep me from falling asleep. Or rather, I jolt myself out of it reactively when I notice myself slipping into sleep. Best success has been after waking up in the middle of sleep, then staying aware while drifting off, since the body then is already in tired sleep mode.

So, when you do this with eyes open, you bypass the physical eyes and see with your third eye. For instance, couple months ago I was experimenting with falling asleep while sitting in an office chair. I’d drift off, then catch myself and quickly open my eyes. This gives me about 5-10 seconds before my mind resynchronizes with linear 3D reality. Until then, I can see some weird stuff. They’re called hypnopompic hallucinations, but I think a lot of them are real. In this case, i was able to see the top of my toe (had my legs crossed) even though with my regular physical eyes I could only see the joint due to my physical eyes being lower perspective. So as I snapped out of this state, I once again saw only the joint. So I raised my head to see how high I’d have to to see the top of the toe, and it was about 2 inches. That means in my hypnopompic state, my vision was two inches higher, originating from my forehead. Either I was seeing through the third eye, or my etheric eyes detached from the physical and moved upwards by a couple inches.

Anyway, in this state I can see etheric things normally hidden from view. Random stuff, like astral bugs, what looks like floating tissues, these grapefruit sized balls of writhing spaghetti things, frame-like geometric structures hovering before me. These are all fully three dimensional in appearance, and even have the correct lighting for the room environment. So I suspect they are real but ever so slightly phased out from regular physical reality. Only one time did I see a being in this state, a blond female in a silver jumpsuit standing next to my bed. I think it was a phased out nordic alien watching me for some reason.

Alright, so that is the vision needed to see stuff in a psychomanteum. The psychomanteum environment makes it easier to achieve this state, due to sensory deprivation and a bit of random light flickering. Plus seeing into a dark mirror lets you focus on infinity, which is when your eyes are most relaxed, and as I said relaxation is half the equation for getting into this state. But if you’re wound up like me, then you’d have to practice the hypnogogic/hypnopompic state in bed with eyes closed first for a while, and only when you get good at that, at keeping your mind awake as your body falls asleep, will you have success in there.

The black mirror therefore acts as an infinite focus point, and a blank screen against which these “hallucinations” play out. From what I read, it’s pretty much dreaming with your eyes open but also observing the physical environment at the same time. It’s like having one vision superimposed upon another. What you end up seeing is largely symbolic, just like in a dream. So if I see some astral bug crawling up a wall, it’s not actually a wasp or spider, but an energy construct or being that is most closely approximated by my subconscious as a wasp or spider. Also, I noticed that some of these are external projections of internal biological conditions, let’s say some infection or disease or cold coming on, as well as emotional states; therefore what you see in this state, you have to distinguish between what’s actually there and external, and what is internal to you. It can be done. Rudolf Steiner (1900’s clairvoyant and mystic) was an expert at this and wrote a couple books on how to do it (although they weren’t clearly written or easy to read. “How to Know Higher Worlds” is one of them).

It’s a bit complicated but goes something like this:

• If you read about aliens and start fearing them, thinking every night that they might abduct you and getting creeped out, then you may get some scary alien visitations. I think they pick up on your focusing on them, emitting fear, and come in to mess with you while you are in such a vulnerable state. That’s an example of thought/belief attracting an alien experience.

• Even if you don’t believe in aliens, don’t read or think about them,  if aliens decide you are useful to them, they will abduct you regardless and most of the time you won’t remember it except for after-effects that you may rationalize away as just a strange night of sleep. That’s an example of aliens being in your life even if you don’t believe/think about them. It’s their choice.

• If you don’t know much about aliens and believe they are all our friends, and deeply wish to meet them, then very likely you will get abducted or contacted by them and trained into becoming a “sales representative” for them with regards to spreading good word about them to other people. Problem is most of the time these are negative aliens pretending to be good guys, and using fake stories and ego hooks to make you feel special. So that’s an example of believing that aliens are positive while attracting negative aliens pretending to be positive, mainly due to lack of awareness. The gullibility attracts deceivers. So just because one has a positive vibe, does not mean one will attract positive-vibed aliens, for it can also attract those who merely project that.

• If aliens show up to the world, it affects everybody in the longrun. This means that even those who don’t believe in aliens will be affected. And that means worldwide events don’t really depend on any particular individual’s belief, but rather on the collective conditions and mindsets of the world. So regardless of what you and I believe, what aliens will do in the future with the world may be out of our hands. Well, unless we are instrumental in changing world conditions of perceptions of aliens.

So the main thing I can say is, the Law of Attraction, when it comes to aliens, is more about strengthening a connection with a particular alien group. And that even if you do no strengthening at all with them, they can still access you and be in your life for other reasons. What I have noticed, however, is that strengthening the connection increases the tangible-ness or physicality or directness of the interaction. Thus, if you have a strong connection with the Grays you will likely have more memorable and emotionally impacting abductions with them (which is not a good idea). Whereas if you have no connection on your part, it could still happen but it will be too vague and less memorable. Belief and emotion are the driving factors behind a stronger connection. This works with non-alien beings too. For instance, if you believe in Jesus and have a strong emotional connection, you may start dreaming and experiencing visions of Jesus. 

A good example of strengthening connection to negative forces, is with people who are always on edge, paranoid (for good reason because real phenomena are happening), and fearful of what aliens will do to them next. This mindset actually increases the severity and frequency of abductions. Like they will get more bruises and marks more often, as an example. On the other hand, even if they stop believing in aliens completely, that doesn’t mean abductions will also completely stop. All belief does there is stop attracting; to go further and block it, one must either have a counter-belief or be aware without any fear or emotional attraction of their tactics and taking active countermeasures. 

Dropping fear and obsession (not same as prudence and mindfulness), increasing awareness, taking active countermeasures, and creating a positive counter-belief are possible solutions to this, although ideally it takes a complete change in attitude/being/temperament to make a real difference, which it seems most people cannot do out of their own willpower and must let experience and exhaustion and suffering hammer them into changing.

What I do is start with what I can’t deny based on personal experience, and what others I have no reason to doubt have experienced. This gives a base of “givens” that narrow down what’s really going on. For instance, the idea that people have had past lives, that alone disproves the skeptic scientific idea that we’re just walking bags of meat without a soul.

Now, I have had the benefit of some strange experiences in life. Alien abductions as a kid. Ghost sightings. Synchronicities. Prophetic dreams. Ear ringings that correlate with impending emotionally distressing events in my life. And then I have friends, or trusted acquaintances, who have had even weirder experiences. These have given me a big set of “givens” from which I’ve been forced to come up with best-fit theories to account for them. And thus the theories you see on my site. They are the minimum I need, to account for what I cannot deny.

Getting overwhelmed, confused, lost, or depressed can be a problem. That’s why I have a blank notebook which I periodically use to sketch out what I know, what I don’t know, what questions I have, what unresolved mysteries there are, and so on. Trying to hack away at the mystery. It’s this taking time to contemplate and work things out that give me some confidence to at least pick a direction and follow it, test it out. Way better than never digesting anything and just throwing my hands up in the air, and getting paralyzed not knowing what to believe. I think believing something confidently is necessary, as long as you are willing to instantly change your belief as soon as something better comes along, or some flaw comes to your attention.

Most don’t even have a frame of reference. I mean, how many have even heard of astral projection or remember having weird dreams as a child? So this fringe knowledge stuff is so foreign to them, it’s like telling them about the electrical system of a water treatment plant. But if I had to do it, I would frame these ideas as what if questions, or “isn’t it weird that…. “ (name some fact or trivia that’s a bit odd) and then launch into some speculation.

As long as you don’t come across as preaching, angry, or serious, but rather as being curious yourself and also engaging their curiosity, then people tend to be more open. Like if you seem genuinely perplexed and innocent at having come across some mystery or data that contradicts your old reality (their reality) then it’s more like sharing with them a mystery instead of thumping them on the head.

Kids like this approach, as they like to wonder about fantastic possibilities. Older people might go the route of “don’t think such silly things” or else play the devil’s advocate just to get a rise out of you. See, people can watch science fiction movies because it’s fiction. Once it becomes reality for them, then it’s scary, but until then they can go along with it. So even if people lack a frame of reference, maybe they can think speculatively. Then at least the concepts penetrate their mind, and should one day proof come their way that it’s all real, boom they already have pre-thought the possibilities.

The key is to evoke the emotion of the very thing you’re praying for. So if you are praying for protection, try to evoke the feeling of safety and comfort that comes with having protection as though you’re relieved your prayer is being fulfilled, that it’s a done deal. This, instead of say, feeling overwhelmed with terror and only feeling that while begging for protection, which only resonates you with the probable future of victimhood and terror.

Try to adopt an earnest, sincere, bottom-of-your-heart attitude, but not with a pissy or commanding tone to it as higher positive beings don’t obey ego or rudeness.

The most effective prayer is done when you aren’t fully aware of your surroundings, but totally absorbed and committed to the thing you’re praying about. It has to be consciously done, intended, and not just mindlessly recited like some catholic rosary bead prayer thing.

Also be careful what you pray for, since if it comes from ego and base desire, it will open the door for negative or demonic beings to fulfill it, but at the cost of you losing some of your freedom and your regret when it comes true and is more than you bargained for.

To connect with the right source via prayer, you have to raise your vibes, raise your mood, try to work up some optimism, gratitude, love or whatever is positive, since that brings you vibrationally closer to those higher positive forces (and makes your consciousness more potent as a reality-bending force field).

Prayers don’t have to be long, they don’t have to be ritualistic with repetition or symbols or burning of herbs or anything, just close your eyes and think of the highest spiritual power you can, and address it. The end with a thanks, prefferably a “thanks for hearing my prayer” or “thanks for fulfilling my request” (saying it with conviction and relief and certainty, not doubt, since doubt means you are sending mixed signals.

Lastly, might be good idea to add in, “for the highest spiritual good of myself and all involved” if praying for a request.

Alright, there are different kinds of meditation, some that heighten your awareness by extending your conscious awareness into new areas, and ones that handicap your conscious awareness by obliterating it through submerging into lowered areas. The TM technique is the latter type. It involves prolonged periods of chanting mantras given to you by a trained instructor.

The problem is that it ends up being a form of self-hypnosis where you get entranced by the repetition of the mantra sound and thereby enter a reduced-awareness, submerged, highly suggestible state of mind. It’s said to be successful if you “get so deep that when you come out of it you don’t know where you’ve been for the past couple hours” —- that’s very bad. It shows an obliteration of awareness, like a black out.

I tried this for a while back in high school. It damaged my ability to stay focused and sharp, so like when giving speeches or talking to people I’d sometimes slip into this blanked-out state of mind where I just stop thinking, and so can’t continue to talk. For more on problems with the TM technique, take a look at this site.

Real meditation has the opposite effect — you stay aware and become sharper, maintaining continuity of consciousness more so than ever before, rather than blacking out or becoming hypnotically suggestible. For example, becoming very good at inner visualization, of staying lucid instead of getting swayed by random thoughts, and maintaining awareness while falling asleep for instance. Rudolf Steiner wrote about that kind of meditation, see How to Know Higher Worlds, Outline of Occult Science, and Gates of Knowledge.

Great question… well, “value-based” assumes subjective, like comparing a given action to some subjective standard like religious morals or personal preferences. That’s not the case with STS and STO because these respectively mean imbalancing or balancing with respect to the whole system of life both local and universal.

STO is that which maximizes freewill for the entire system, and STS is that which minimizes freewill by concentrating it in the hands of a few via the violation or subjugation of freewill of the rest.

So it’s no different from saying “self-sustaining” versus “destructive” economy, for instance. It’s objective because the results are plain to see.

And yes, when this principle of balance and maximization of freewill is applied in the human sphere, it does result in guidelines that have many points in common with morals and ethics, but that doesn’t mean STO itself is strictly subjective like morals and ethics.

As for the importance of maximizing freewill, I think that’s a fundamental truth of a reality in which there are individualized conscious beings with freewill, where freewill is the necessary ingredient for those beings to be conscious and grow in their consciousness. If freewill weren’t important, then we wouldn’t even be here discussing it.

Well, the fact is that Obama is multi-ethnic, very charming, good looking for a president, speaks of hope and change, has a “lead his people to the promised land” aura about him, and is very good at oratory to the point of making people like him even though they don’t know know why or what exactly he stands for on various issues.

So, you can imagine that he would be a good asset for an alien disinformation agenda. Let’s say aliens show up and someone has to meet with them, someone representing humanity. Among the various leaders of the world who would do this, Obama would be very fitting. Not a crusty old white guy, but a politically correct, idealistic, multi-cultural, progressive kind of guy. I can’t think of a better person. Imagine the kind of speech he could give in front of billions, especially a speech laden with the kind of misconceptions that I detailed in Part 4 of my Discerning Alien Disinfo article. It would be quite convincing I’d think.

But more immediately, if you actually look at the changes he’s spearheading, you’ll see some concerning elements. The first is an expansion of the mid-east war into Afghanistan, and later by proxy Pakistan and everything that comes from that. The second is the expansion of the police state apparatus to the local level. The Bush administration kicked the police state into gear from the top down, via TSA, Homeland Security, and all that good stuff. Next phase is to install it from the bottom up.

Right now it’s in the early stages with the plan for various kinds of Corps, volunteer brigades, or compulsory national service. Obama himself said we need a civilian national security force that is bigger than the military. While in the beginning it may appear to be a nice volunteerism thing like helping out your local area, planting gardens, helping poor people, etc… it is VERY easy to absorb into a top-down command structure, like say upgrading it toward the purpose of “keeping your community safe from terrorists” via surveillance, snitch networks, Hitler-Youth-like groups — all under the banner of hope, change, progress.

And that’s where it’s going. Only through society being thoroughly locked down at the national and local level, through a well-equipped police state apparatus, can society be kept together through any kind of alien disclosure event. It’s a dual-edged sword, because on the one hand we do need more volunteerism and social cohesion to help each other out through the coming earth cataclysms (solar disruptions, food disruptions, weather disasters, etc…) but on the other hand if it is controlled from the top down then it can and will become an instrument of oppression as it did in Nazi Germany and Soviet Russia.

You see, Obama’s political platform is very similar to the kind of platform that alien deceivers would be running on, a messianic platform of change and progress. Therefore it is the perfect lead-in to that kind of deception. People are getting used to having a leader that is different from all previous leaders. Thus I see his role during these times as an usher into the alien deception phase, if it ever gets off the ground. Obama is guaranteed at least eight years in office. So that’s until 2017 at the earliest, which covers the time period when lots of these end times events are predicted to occur.

Lastly, there is a possibility that a civil war might break out in the U.S. and that Obama could play the role of a modern day Abraham Lincoln, in another federal vs states rights conflict. If that happens, it would be another problem-reaction-solution move toward global government, necessary to global overt alien control.

By linear time I mean the perception that we move from the past into the future in a straight line, like dominoes knocking over dominoes, one after the other, on and on and on. So there’s a sequence that moves in one direction. Future becomes present, present becomes past. We think we can’t change the past or visit it. Time flows at a constant rate. That’s linear time. Linear because it’s like a line from past to future.

Non-linear time is like this. Imagine if you could slow down time. Or time travel to the past. Or position yourself above the line and view the past, present, and future simultaneously. And not only that, but it isn’t just one line, but a whole web of lines interconnected and branching, with different pasts leading to different presents and different futures. Where the past can be changed. Where there are different alternate presents. You can choose which alternate present (which alternate timeline) to enter into, you can see them all simultaneously, and the future and past are not any more different to you than, say, the left end and right end of a table which both exist simultaneously and whichever end you look at is the end you see.

I’ll make an analogy. In a novel, a book, the story usually flows from past to future. The characters in the book progress along a set sequence of events, along what to them seems like linear time. But you, the reader, can hold the whole book in your hand, containing the past and the future simultaneously. You can flip forward, flip to earlier pages, and the characters don’t even know you’re doing it. Now if you were the author, you could change the story too, change it earlier and modify the story from that point on into the the story’s future. You are living the story via non-linear time, whereas the characters are living it in linear time. When you change their past, their “memory” changes and they don’t realize their story has been altered. But you do, because you’re outside of their story.

So we humans live according to linear time. There are aliens and higher nonphysical beings who live according to non-linear time. They can time travel, make little changes to our history and view our future (well, our possible futures, not necessarily the one we will surely take, since we still have freewill and the future is therefore open). So with the book analogy, it’s more like a choose-your-own-adventure book, where you can flip through it and see the alternate endings but don’t know which one a particular reader will take. But for the reader following along with the story, they’ll follow it according to the linear time that moves forward in the story, whereas when you just flip through the book willy nilly the story moves more with non-linear time for you since you’re viewing all possibilities in any order and at any speed of your choosing.

I think it will be a soft transition to a new world, not a sudden blink of the eye and waking up in a utopia. I think we’ve got a lot of work to do in the next 20 years. The decade from 2010 to 2020 will be the toughie to make it through. It will seem like its own lifetime. Life in 2020 will be so different from 2009. How, I’m not sure but I envision it being like a forest fire where the old has burned up and new plants are rising from the ashes. 2010-2013 = forest fire. Right now it’s starting to smolder. We’ll see lots of catalysts forcing us to choose sides, catalysts from the smallest to the biggest. Personal choices about whom we want to associated with, what we will stand for, and eventually, what probable future we bring into manifestation. There will be pockets of self-made utopias (small communities in rural areas) and pockets of degenerated hells (remnants of old urban centers that succumbed to disintegration). And then there’s the whole alien savior issue to deal with, which I wrote about in my recent six part article. Change, lots of it, false hope and real hope.

Freewill splits the timeline into branches of varying probability. The more probable, the easier they can see it. When you become aware and use your freewill to act accordingly, that creates a very improbable set of futures because you are acting intelligently. When you’re spacing out, on autopilot, acting mechanically, then your future doesn’t branch much and you’re as predictable as a falling rock. So when they view you, they have one idea of how things will go, but there’s always the chance that you’ll act differently than how you would have originally, and that complicates things for them.

Therefore they are not always certain of their victory. Or to be more accurate, they are confronted only with your probable futures that are most in line with their own, meaning they tend to see success most clearly. But then they end up dumbfounded when you do something they didn’t expect (took the .001% probable future instead of the 80% probable future). I should mention that the lower the probability of the future you try to take, the harder it is for you to take it — meaning, the more awareness, willpower, conscious effort, and synchronicity is involved to get you there. If you don’t try at all and just let yourself be led along, then of course you’ll always take the 80% or higher probable future.

That’s the reason aliens even try to do anything with the timeline. If all was certain, they wouldn’t have to do anything, just let it come to pass. And yet the timeline is constantly in flux, shifting, rearranging like train tracks switching everywhere all the time. This makes their job (the aliens) very complicated, but they’re smart enough to actually achieve decent success. It’s just that when someone becomes aware, that they become an anomaly who can really throw a wrench in their works.

I’m mainly familiar with it through:

1) Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak

2) Ra Material by L/L Research

3) The Cassiopaean Transcripts (where it is called FRV or Frequency Resonance Vibration)

4) The 33 Arks by the Nexus Seven (called resonance)

The spiritual circles use these terms qualitatively, like “low vibe” means crude and negative, while “high vibe” means spiritually evolved and positive. There is no official scientific or technical literature on what exactly that is.

But based on my physics background, I have made an educated guess into the technical aspect of this. It is complicated, but I will write it out so that you can get an idea of how “soul vibes” might be explained from a physics perspective.

Seems to me that consciousness itself vibrates, like a speaker cone vibrating to produce sound. Instead of air, it is the fabric of the hyper-dimensional multiverse that carries these vibrations. Part of that multiverse is the space-time continuum of our own universe. Consciousness causes our own space-time fabric to vibrate according to its own unique spectrum of frequencies, a spectrum ultimately dictated by its own thoughts, emotions, intent, and level of spiritual development.

These vibrations, if they were to be measured by physicists, would have to be termed gravitational waves, temporal waves, quantum potential waves, scalar electromagnetic waves, or force-free electromagnetic potential waves. All generally the same thing. But they are not conventional electromagnetic waves, otherwise they would have been easily detected already.

Well, what these oscillations do, is they affect the way probable futures collapse into a single manifested present experience. This is quantum physics. In quantum physics, this collapse of the future into the present is thought to occur purely by chance. But we know from experience that our own thoughts, emotions, and intent can affect the way things go by shaping probability, attracting synchronicity, and so on. Well, that is because consciousness affects things at the quantum level.

A consciousness in the present is faced with different probable future selves, each of which carries a slightly different vibrational spectrum due to it having been altered by going through the unique experience offered by that particular probable future. The probable future self that most closely matches the spectrum of the present self acquires the greatest level of quantum phase-locking, the one most likely to collapse into the present, the one with whom there is the greatest mutual energy exchange via a temporal feedback loop, and the one most strongly attracted. And so in the end, you attract that with which you resonate.

That gets into superluminal / non-local communication.

The communication we are used to (phone, light, voice) all travels at the speed of light or slower. It all travels within a channel contained inside this physical universe, this timeline, this reality. That kind of communication is simple, and both sender and receiver are fully tangible to each other because they are both in the same reality.

Now, when you send a signal faster than light, or through time, or across dimensions, the sender and receiver are no longer in exactly the same universe.

Let’s say I were near the star Sirius, and you on earth, and I sent you a superluminal (faster than light) message that got to you in less than a second. Normal light would take years. But what happens is, the message leaves the physical universe, takes a shortcut through hyperspace, and re-enters at your location without taking the time to cross the space in between.

The problem is this: when the message enters back into the physical universe at your location, WHICH physical universe is it? The one where you hear the message and say yes to my question that I asked in it, or the one where you say no, or the one where you dropped the walkie talkie and didn’t get the message at all? Same goes when you respond back — which universe, which version of me, will ultimately reply back to you?

So anytime you use communication that goes outside the physical universe, outside space-time, you really end up having two beings communicating with probable versions of each other, in accordance with which of those versions they are each tuned into. Thus if you are irritated and send a snippy message back to me, maybe you’ll hear back only from the version of me that is equally irritated and snippy. Both those probable versions of ourselves are resonant / tuned to each other.

And so when you’re channeling — whether with beings from the future, beings from outside of time, beings from another dimension — the message goes through hyperspace, through the void between different reality bubbles. And that makes for shifting between sender and receiver according which aspect of each the other is tuned into. This is true for channeling, and also for faster-than-light communication.

This is why some channelers, after they become ego-driven and go down a dark path, may still continue channeling what seems like the same source, but anyone observant can tell the old source has left and a new negative impostor source has taken its place. The communication conduit has shifted alignment due to shift in the attunement of the channeler.

Now, science will say information cannot be sent faster than the speed of light. But that is false, since they are only assuming the straight-shooting, mundane, normal, tangible kind of communication that takes place within one physical universe, within the same reality bubble. When it’s BETWEEN such bubbles, all bets are off.

It does have to do with quantum physics, and I could explain that too, but it gets abstract and complicated and hard to explain without pointing at an equation. But if I had to summarize, it would go like this: everything within a reality bubble, within the same universe, shares the same “quantum phase” — meaning, the same position along its own spectrum of probable selves. Everything is synchronized. To lock phase with something means to share mutual tangible reality with it. Well, breaking the speed of light means breaking the chains of that locking, ungluing it, unbinding it, and that loosens up how sender and receiver interact with each other, as mentioned above.

Well, in Relativity, there are equations for how time slows, how space distorts, as space-time is contorted due to gravity or velocity. Well, when space shrinks to zero, and time slows to zero, that is the singularity. It’s right up on the edge of the bubble of reality as we know it. This condition also occurs at the event horizon of a black hole. Now, interesting things happen when you take the equations even further. Then what happens is that space and time get multiplied by an imaginary number.

Are you familiar with imaginary numbers? The basic imaginary number is the square root of minus one, which sounds like a mathematical absurdity since usually no number times itself can equal a negative number — minus two times minus two equals four, not minus four. So the letter “i” was denoted to be this mysterious number that, times itself, can indeed equal a negative result. And for some reason, reality itself works according to processes that involve this “i” number. Although there is no such thing as an “imaginary” number of apples, for instance….. so science doesn’t know what exactly this “i” corresponds to in reality. Maybe it’s because “i” has to do with stuff outside reality, thus it being called “imaginary”.

Well, in Relativity, in order to treat time as a physical dimension, you have to do the following: whereas space can be denoted by x, y, and z, time itself has to become i*c*t where c is the speed of light. This means that relative to space, time has to be multiplied by an imaginary number to be treated on an equal footing. So in Relativity we have three real coordinates for space, and one imaginary coordinate for time. That’s if you want everything to work out correctly in true 4-dimensional spacetime coordinates.

Okay, so what happens when you pass through the singularity? The coordinates all get multiplied by i (or -i to be more exact). Thus the coordinates can become: i*x, i*y, i*z, c*t —- meaning, space has become imaginary, and time has become real. This is hyperspace. Another name for it would be timespace instead of spacetime. You could think of it as a 90 degree rotation through the fifth dimension.

In this state, moving back and forth through time is as easy as it is for us to walk back and forth along a straight line. So that is hyperspace to me, just an inversion of spacetime into timespace. You reach this anytime you go through a black hole or exceed the speed of light. The boundary between spacetime and timespace is a portal, the singularity. As for the imaginary coordinates of space, I’m not sure what that entails, but I suspect it means that in timespace, you find yourself in a network of tunnels (tunnel = only can move forward and back) where different tunnels represent different timelines, parallel universes, and so on. Just a guess.

Good question. Since our perception is normally limited to the five senses, we can only see the physical. What we call physical matter is at the lowest vibration. I don’t know if it is a complete flatline, or something very close to it with an ultra-low frequency. In either case, something that does not vibrate at that level cannot be seen with our conventional five senses. That is why we cannot normally see thoughts, emotions, or out-of-body-travelers since the lowest vibrating components to those things are still above the vibrational level of basic physical matter.

So when it comes to being unable to perceive something physically, that is due to a gapping at the very lowest end of the spectrum. I suspect this is the case with invisibility technology supposedly used by aliens or in the Philadelphia Experiment, whereby an otherwise physical object is shifted upwards in frequency so that its lowest frequency is above what our five senses can detect. And yet those shifted things can supposedly still observe us.

So someone who is cloaked can observe you, but you cannot see them. That indicates they are slightly higher than you in vibration. This is typical behavior for alien, astral, or demonic lurkers. And in those cases, I don’t know if they are viewing your physical body, or that part of your body that is naturally of a higher vibration than just the physical. Here I mean the etheric and astral body, which interpenetrate the physical and act upon it, but cannot be seen with our five senses. I’m guessing that a cloaked observer would be easily seeing your etheric body.

This leads right into your next question:

I believe those would be the etheric plane, at the very least. Because the etheric is similar to physical matter, but a bit beyond it. There can exist constructs in the etheric plane, like so-called “thought forms” and various alien gadgetry. So it has structure and tangibility to it (within its realm) but to our physical eyes it remains invisible. But clairvoyants can see it, since the spiritual organs of clairvoyance are attuned to perceiving slightly higher vibrations than physical matter.

Now, to return to the idea of learning lessons. The physical matter comprising the environment, the bodies of the people, and the tangible things making up the learning experience are already resonant with your spectrum since all share in common the vibration of physicality. However, the archetypal essence behind the experience, the thing that you will gain by going through it successfully, is more on the level of thoughts and emotions, more an intangible thing. This archetypal essence is of a frequency that you are missing, which is why you don’t yet know the content of the lessons, as you are yet still blind to that lesson. The archetypal essence relates to the physical staging grounds of the experience similar to how your spirit and soul relates to your physical body; they are not the same thing, but they are coupled.

So what I’m saying is that between you and the learning experience, there is no gapping between the lowest parts of both spectrums, only a gap at the higher parts that have to do with thoughts/emotions/spirit. Thus you can physically perceive it, but not initially perceive the lesson involved since those two aspects are at different parts of the spectrum.

I only have a vague intuitive idea of this at the moment. But what I know for certain is the following:

- matter itself barely has any freewill, except at the quantum level where it jitters about in an unpredictable way. However, above the quantum level, where there is no such jittering (because all the quantum jitters cancel or average out) — for instance, a rock sitting on a table — there is no freewill. So somehow zero frequency (or very low frequency) is associated with no choice. That’s why in physics one can calculate almost perfectly what a piece of matter will do next, and given enough data and a good model, what it will do indefinitely, meaning because you can predict it, it has no choice of its own.

Now what happens if there is frequency involved. Now you have waves and resonance. Resonance means something is vibrating, or the vibrations are occurring within a bounded area and have the wavelength just right for that area. So different frequencies that are not harmonics of each other, will resonate with different bounded areas or cavities or node networks.

Therefore I suspect that reality, or our multi-verse, has some kind of fractal or grid or node-like structure to it, and these represent choice points in spacetime. So different vibrations will fit into different spacings of these nodes, some nodes being inaccessible to lower frequencies. Like a guitar string, if tuned too low its wavelength will be much longer than the guitar and it will just flop around like a limp noodle. Thus matter, if it has very low or zero frequency, would resonate with any of those choice point nodes, and therefore be unable to take them. But I’d like to work this out mathematically instead of in an ad hoc way, which is why I haven’t published anything on that yet. But it’s the direction I’m going at the moment.

To answer your question, though, soul vibrations act on the quantum level by shaping the way in which probable futures turn into a single experience. A quantum system is a cloud of probabilities until observed. Observation is a choice, even if done subconsciously, in which the probabilities turn into a single actuality. Once the actuality is chosen, the next quantum wave function approaches from the future, from which another choice is made, and so on into the future. Soul vibrations shape this process. It can increase the probability of one experience happening over another because you resonate with it or because you need it. But once that experience happens (the actuality occurs) now the next quantum wave function approaches and you still have the choice of how to proceed with that experience. Will you get the point and learn and apply what you learn? Or will the experience pass you by without learning or growing, in which case the attraction or non-repulsion field remains and the experience will return again?

So what you attract, only ends up putting in your lap further possibilities from which to choose, but possibilities that follow from the attracted experience that started it all.

The usual explanation is that there’s a chain of collapses that starts with the initial quantum event and ends with the observer. So let’s say a detector watches for radioactive particle to hit it, and a computer records data from the detector, and a lab assistant reads the computer and finally reports it to the scientist.

The idea is that, not only is the initial quantum system in a wave form, but so is the detector spread out among various possibilities, and thus the computer and lab assistant as well.

Ultimately the scientist, then, “chooses” (not consciously, most likely) one particular quantum event to manifest, which not only collapses that tiny subatomic system but also the wave functions of the detector, computer, and lab assistant.

Of course, what about his wife who asks him later what happened? Now the scientist is a wave function too, from her point of view, that collapses according to her “choice” of what to hear about how the experiment turned out.

It boggles the mind to think, then, how many probable versions of ourselves there are… are there parallel selves for each choice we didn’t remember making, but which were made in an alternate timeline? What is a being — is it a focalized point of consciousness, or is it some super-being smeared out across all probabilities with each probability being its own mind making its own choices, yet just a fiber in the rope of the super-being?

So as far as the robot goes, if it’s not conscious, then the only thing making it different from a conscious human is that it never gets to choose the collapse of anything, it’s just a link in the chain and nothing more. Conscious beings are links in the chain of collapse as well, relative to other beings, but at least from their own view they are the end of the chain of collapse, since they are conscious of the manifested event.

Therefore the ultimate conclusion from the above is that the only thing making conscious beings unique… is that they are conscious. Sounds circular, but that’s what it seems to amount to.

Now there is another difference, which physics won’t talk about because they can’t prove it (or get funding for it) — which is that only a conscious being can, due to intent, thought, and emotion, influence the outcome of quantum events. That’s a conscious choice. They can skew radioactive decay rates, for example. I don’t have the references handy, but I do recall some private experiments being done on this. Dr. William Tiller, for instance, did experiments on consciousness influencing the pH of water, as well as altering the statistical output of random number generators. No way you could program a robot to do that. On the other hand, you could “imprint” the robot, or even a stone, with your intent/consciousness so that it skews quantum events for you, which now gets into the occult stuff about etheric energies, the etheric plane, and so on.

I think ultimately it’s a bubble of Creation gone awry. The original motivation? Maybe exploration of life, consciousness, learning, seeing what happens with certain conditions and individualized beings endowed with freewill… that’s the problem though… freewill can only be freewill if it allows the choice to go astray, and going astray accumulates until eventually you have organized collectives seeking to dominate the Creation solely for themselves, against other beings who’d prefer things stay balanced and optimal.

One way or another a rift or black hole or tar pit arose, and earth seems to be part of it. Souls come here, many get trapped by making bad choices or just getting crushed by the challenges to be faced in this world. Then there are the negative elite who run this planet, and the higher negative beings who seem to have their fingerprints all over our dimension, pulling strings from behind the scenes.

Then there are positive beings just as powerful, if not more, who did no succumb to the negative path, and who are trying to debug the matrix and set it right.

The problem is twofold though: 1) the powerful negative beings keeping this world enslaved, and 2) the people who choose to be enslaved, desire it, and resist any attempts to be deprogrammed or told the truth. The latter is the main problem here, and that’s why it’s taking so long.

Ultimately what needs to happen, I think, is for new/young souls, possible spiritless people, and other lead weights to stop incarnating here, so that all you have are the enslaved/fallen souls. Then those can be woken up one by one, for as long as it takes, until everyone’s finally out and then the lights can be turned off on this errant creation and the switch turned on in the new re-creation where everything is back in balance.

That’s how I would do it, but alas I’m just a sub-creator like every other spirited person on this planet and can only contribute my share to the whole thing rather than control it from above…

Well, my opinion is that the pagan stuff was tacked onto the original Christianity, and that there’s a core of truth and legitimacy to it consisting of the teachings of the advanced soul who we know as Jesus, who incarnated and purified himself enough to channel down into himself the Christ Intelligence which is somewhat like the Higher Self but a bit more powerful and general and devoted to the redemption of humanity from having fallen into this spiritual prison.

And I believe the second coming is not the physical return of Jesus, but a replication of the process in numerous people who likewise will become readied to accept the Christ Intelligence into themselves (or rather activated it from within, activate the connection to it). I think thousands of Christs are better than one, at least. The idea of Jesus Christ as your personal lord and savior, I don’t subscribe to that in the modern Christian sense of giving over my freewill to an externally visualized personality. But I do believe in bowing my self (my lower self / ego / personality) to that higher transcended part of me, my higher spirit / higher self, whose spiritual impulses act like a magnet drawing me ever closer to that distant goal of spiritual awakening and perfection, allowing greater service in the name of the divine will. In other words, an internal process of becoming the true spiritual Self. So if I am Christian, it would be via the Gnostic stream of Christianity.

So I see Jesus Christ as an example of what’s possible. Also I believe his crucifixion wasn’t on a wooden cross, but on the cross of space and time through the sacrifice of having to be born here into a world of darkness to inject a bit of “spiritual tech support” and offset the damage caused by the Old Testament with its jealous angry god of wrath and advocacy of tribalism.

Problem though is that after Jesus left the world, the worldly powers-that-be did some heavy damage control and as history shows, used it toward political ends. I believe they also modified his biography by merging it with their own occult/pagan symbolism and lore, thus what Zeitgeist says about the life of Jesus mirroring so closely the other mythical deities and practices. I disagree with Zeitgeist that he never existed. I think what few records existed of him were scrubbed by the Church so that they could push their own version of it. There’s lots that has been scrubbed about our past.

Yes, initiates of secret societies who reached a certain level of mastery achieved this. If you read some of the Carlos Castaneda book, some of that is described among the Toltec shamans. In western esotericism, there are examples like Comte Saint-Germain, Fulcanelli, and Christian Rosenkreutz, although the discreetness among those on this path would preclude most from entering the history books. There are also esoteric masters in the orient, who have done this, Buddha being the most well known. I think their path was so difficult because they were doing it on their own. Now, if there is a sort of “wave” approaching, that wave can give a boost so that it doesn’t take multiple lives of achieving mastery via mystery schools to transcend the 3D physical.

That’s right, good observation. The main difference is that we are biosuits for a 5D spirit, whereas greys are biosuits for 4D variably-physical reptilians. Either way it involves a physical extension of a remote consciousness. Greys however seem especially engineered for that purpose, to be especially susceptible to remote interfacing by a lower consciousness that goes in and out as necessary, while humans are by default specialized for housing one consciousness that incarnates at beginning of life and leaves at death. However, another thing in common is that when greys aren’t being interfaced, they still act on their own like AI-controlled automatons to carry out their programming, while humans likewise can still walk and talk even if their spiritual core is temporarily or permanently absent, meaning people can still live on autopilot without a higher driver.

For myself, I look for hidden agendas behind these various theories, things that they fail to account for or explain adequately, and I also try reading the vibe of the intent/consciousness behind the individuals pushing those ideas. Sometimes it’s just misinformation — someone who hasn’t had enough experiences, reasoning, or resources to come to the correct conclusion and made some faulty assumptions. I’m sure some of my info falls into this category as I’m still learning. However, the goal is not to be perfect, but to be more logically sound and practical a theory than what else is out there.

Disinfo always has an agenda to deceive, and so with any idea, it helps to look at whom does it benefit, whom does it harm, what is it ultimately trying to get you to do, what is its effect in the long run. Most often it takes some basic truths and spins them toward false conclusions, in which case you can try to look for the logical fallacies they are using to make those false conclusions, or what other truths they are purposely leaving out. They tend to stick to a small set of popular truths that gets everyone nodding their heads, but either don’t know about or try to ignore those more fringe-like truths.

For example, someone pushing a pro-alien agenda may refer to everything from Whitley Strieber’s books to Zechariah Sitchin, John Mack, and so on… and thus try to say that Greys are benevolent and are hybridizing a new race that has the best of both qualities human and alien, in order to save both our races from imminent extinction. That sounds good in theory until you come across more fringe truths like the works of Karla Turner, Eve Lorgen, James Bartley, and others who have had experiences (or talk to people who have) that mainstream ufology reject as being too unusual or dark or not fitting the expected pattern. Then you realize that Greys are also involved in energy harvesting, mind programming of people, monitoring and manipulation, and other nefarious activities. But these authors are relatively unknown to the mainstream UFO crowd, thus the propagandizers can get away with it.

Ultimately you only need to believe the minimum needed to account for everything you know to be fact or have no reason to suspect is fabricated. If you’ve had alien experiences yourself, that helps a lot since it gives you additional dots to connect. I’ve had communications with lots of people who share their experiences with me, and have had experiences myself, that I’ve got plenty of dots that don’t fit into some theories out there. That’s why I’ve had to devise my own to account for them, and the result is on my site.

You can also detect the vibe behind a source by putting yourself in their shoes or listening to the tone of the writing. There’s a certain glibness, slickness, calculation, hastiness, desperation behind it, like a con-artist calling you up on the phone with a friendly voice but you can tell there’s something not right underneath. What has more truth will resonate more with you, like ring a bell of recognition that yes this sounds right, although the trick there is that you have to be coming from a place of truth and discernment yourself, otherwise something could just stroke your ego and you feel good and think it’s the truth even though it’s deception (which a lot of New Age channeling and material tends to do for instance).

Overall I’d say keep it simple, have your pile of what you are pretty sure is true, and a pile of speculation that still needs some work. As you encounter new materials, look for oversights, holes, logical fallacies, and vibes of deception or naive entrancement. The latter feels like they’ve got cotton in their brain, are in a trance state, and it’ll rub off on you when you read it by putting you in a less discerning and more muddled mindset. You’ll start accumulating ideas that remain solid time after time, passing all your tests, and even if you can’t prove them completely true you know at least that you haven’t yet proven them false and that they are actually useful ideas that explain some things that other theories can’t. That’s the sign of a keeper, until you realize its flaw.

Mostly because my writings are more than the sum of their parts. They are not strictly patchworks assembled from the words of others. First and foremost they are based on reason, intuition, observation, and experience. I use source material more for the purposes of inspiration, correlation, and post-confirmation, therefore they aren’t necessarily sources in the sense of me just regurgitating what I read based on its authority.

Further, an excerpt in itself lacks the context of the entire work from which it was pulled, it lacks the context of my own insights I had while reading it, and it lacks the context of how it compares to my personal experiences and all the other sources I have come across. And only in those contexts, none of which are apparent in the excerpt itself, does the excerpt have any importance. Brevity keeps me from spelling out the full context. May aim is to get ideas across, and having articles with fifty parts made mostly of excerpts and footnotes interferes with that.

The only times I find it worth providing an excerpt is when it says my point better than I can say it, or when the source might be difficult for a reader to obtain and the relevant excerpt is short enough for me to include. But I am very much against the idea of making my case on the basis of authority, like quoting someone and saying it must be true because this person has lots of credentials. That is a form of manipulation that caters to blind faith in authority. I want to be persuasive solely on the basis of logic, intuition, and experience, and I want to do it quickly, efficiently, and clearly. Most often that means presenting the distilled end product in its most concise and generic form.

And the only time I find it valuable to cite a “source” is to point readers to additional reading. Therefore you will see me provide lists of recommended books and websites, leaving it to the reader to pull their own weight in pursuing those sources and distilling their own important insights, which will reveal to them why I stressed the importance of those books and websites.

My method is to take everything I have at my disposal, distill a refined end product, provide this to the reader, and then let it inspire the reader to realize or confirm it through his or her own experience, intuition, reason, and research. Last thing I want to do is take away that precious eureka moments of self-discovery when a realization on their part occurs. There has to be an element of surprise and self-growth involved, otherwise it’s a form of dry information transfer that borders on programming. My words are intended to be signposts pointing to pre-existing truths that readers can and must access themselves through moments of inspiration and realization. They are not intended to point to other signposts that point to other signposts, ad infinitum.

Your question is similar to asking how you can tell whether someone befriending you is actually friendly, and not just a con-artist, murderer, leech, or crazy person. What you do is take in every perception, observation, intuitive impression you can about them, and look for red flags or ways that these could indicate insincerity. You take one of those possibilities, or one of those ulterior motives that you can think of, and you test it against your observations — do the observations prove or disprove that possibility?

If the higher intelligence of aliens implies they can dupe anyone and everyone, then I wouldn’t be able to detect any deception in any alien because they would be smart enough to have all bases covered. Yet, there is enough observation, intuition, and research available to me, that I can detect ulterior motives, deception, insincerity in many of them.

Then there are a few that pass all my tests. I tentatively consider those few positive until further observation/data comes along to suggest an opening for deception. The problem is that there are many pro-ET people out there who are so lacking in broadness of data/observation that their tests for what is positive is too simplistic. For example, someone says, “Aliens haven’t attacked us yet because we are still here… if they were hostile, they would have done so already, therefore they must be benevolent” — nope, wrong, because higher forms of hostility use the illusion of peace and progress to gain a bloodless victory through the acquiescence of freewill in their victims.

Another reason behind my views, is that I can do a side-by-side comparison with alien groups who appear to have a genuinely positive orientation, and those deceptive ones pretending to be positive. The latter do a mimicry that appears positive superficially, but underneath you can detect insincerity, you can see how it’s cherry picking certain supporting truths and sweeping the rest under the rug, and how following that faux positive agenda would lead to negative consequences in the long run. The genuinely positive ones don’t have that. So there is a good cop / bad cop scenario happening, only aside from the fake positives I can recognize real positives too. Unfortunately the real ones you simply don’t hear or read about in most UFO/abduction literature.

Should some ET group in the future show up and claim to be the good guys, it’s not their opposition to the bad guys that counts, it’s what they say, what they do, and what red flags they give off that will allow a determination of their orientation. In this way, the only way for me to be duped, is if my own hierarchy of values (freedom, truth, wisdom, respect, balance) is in error, because as long as I ensure that an alien group is in complete alignment with these values both in word and action, then I would be the one duping myself and would gladly accept the responsibility for that error.

People will learn the truth according to their readiness and need to know. Which unfortunately means that many will go without it, since many are neither ready nor have the need to know concerning certain truths. I mean, some people just aren’t here to hear the truth, but to live a life, get their issues worked out, pick up some lessons, and leave. It depends also on how generic and universal the truth is. Some things are simple, direct, practical, and those could be more widely known. But trivia items like who the Greys are working for, what secret societies are running the world, and so on will be least known. Truth will spread to open and receptive minds, though, and I see the future as a competition over the minds and awareness of humans, a competition between truth and deception, which confronts individuals with a choice about what values take priority for them and what side they truly stand for.

It says something about their sincerity and level of sentience. You can detect slyness or dimness in a person’s eyes. But only if you’re good at observing such things, which requires a bit of empathy and clairvoyance. I mean, there are people with shallow or immature souls who have pretty sparkling eyes, but that’s because they might be good looking and wearing makeup and having good genetics. You really have to look at the “I” behind their eye, get inside their heads and feel what’s going on in there.

Loneliness, sadness, and hopelessness I find are good as temporary, and sparingly used, feelings to add some sobriety and seriousness — these though have to be transmuted into their closest positive soul-based emotions, such as sorrow and hurt for others, which then leads right into compassion, acceptance, humility. You can start with those and pull the pendulum that way to the negative direction, but when you then focus on more positive feelings the pendulum swings the other way farther than if you tried to start from a flat, apathetic, numb state.

I listen to doom metal too, which has themes of sorrow, depression, loneliness, and it’s like a dead weight, like a ballast to my ship, keeping me a bit more serious than otherwise, so that when I do raise my vibes and think of helping others and that I’m an immortal spirit in a human body, that I don’t get too giddy and frivolous for my own good. However, based on past experience, I do know it’s possible to do away with those negative emotions and sustain enthusiasm, sobriety, determination, optimism, and realism, humility, compassion, etc… and the longer I keep it up, the more my reality becomes magically helpful and filled with real miracles and positive coincidences.

Ultimately, perhaps the majority of kids are being brain-damaged, corrupted, and programmed to prepare them to become docile members of a global totalitarian police state. Then there is a minority who are “special” and along the lines of Indigo children, hybrids, etc… some of which are genuinely higher positive souls and some who are assets for the alien agenda. This means there will be a greater polarization of society between superhuman and subhuman types of people. From a Control System perspective this would be useful to create a soft master-slave society, or somehow degrade and wipe out the “useless eaters” while preserving the useful ones.

The average child whose destiny and talents are of no use or threat to the bigger agenda is getting swept up in all the degradation, as you have noticed. And you can only work with a few, and only to the extent that you have contact with them. If they are your own child, then great there is lots you can do. But if you only see him or her irregularly, it’s hard enough saying anything that will get through to them and stick. Parents have a hard time teaching pre-teens and teens anything, let alone just a friend or acquaintance trying that.

But myself, if there is a seed of curiosity in the child toward anything unusual, I’ll converse with questions and awe-inspiring possibilities for him or her to ponder, and to show the specialness of the higher conscience within us and how it’s like a secret power that we can nurture. As their curiosity grows, I can lead them toward seeing more and more of the fakery and illusion we are surrounded with, including what is taught in schools. So it’s like lighting a spark and fanning the flames a bit, and hopefully that breaks them out of the stupor a bit. Depends on the individual, as some are naturally curious while others are already jaded and too caught up in superficials to care about anything.

Other than my article “The Physics of 2012” I haven’t written much on it because I’m still researching. But in a nutshell, history works on cycles, cycles upon cycles, and they are converging in the coming years. This includes climate cycles that will mean screwy weather and problems with food production, which is already happening. It includes social and political upheaval. Basically, a time of great change. Add to this the strong possibility that we are about to enter an “altered region of spacetime” meaning that we’ll be hit with some higher energy that will accelerate the pace at which we spiritually evolve in life … provided we are evolving.

There may be people who are incapable, or unwilling, to grow spiritually and prefer distraction/sleep/negativity and they will not adjust well to these energies. I don’t think that Dec 2012 itself is a magical date upon which we all ascend, but rather 2010-2030 is a big window of opportunity where an increasing number of people will gain spiritual power and help change the world, all the while dark forces will try as hard as they can to keep that from happening and turn things in their favor instead. What can we expect in those times? Lots of changes, conflict, transformation, new ways of living, having to adjust to new conditions and doing without the old conveniences, having to choose between light and darkness masquerading as light, and so on. In the end, yes I do think that those who are ready will shift to a higher dimension, but I don’t think it will happen to everyone, nor those people all at the same time.

Regarding the alien issue, that’s a whole huge topic in itself. Normally I would say, if you haven’t had signs of abductions in your life, or interference from unseen negative forces, then there is not much practical value in studying it. However, I do sense we are fast approaching a time when aliens will reveal their existence to mankind… but to the detriment of mankind since it will be selfish aliens pretending to be here in our best interests. And in that sense, it will involve and impact everyone on the planet. It’s worth studying therefore once the signs become all too clear that such a scenario is approaching. For instance, when NASA announces life has been found on Mars (in the form of microbes) and the religious/scientific implications are debated in the following months, and alien/UFO political groups kick into high gear trying to prepare us for open contact with aliens, then it will be absolutely necessary to know a few things in order to see through any potential lies and deceptions when those aliens do arrive.

[This was in reference to Barbara Marciniak’s book Bringers of the Dawn and the Cassiopaean Transcripts, both of which recommended standing up and spinning around 33 times, up to three times a day. This supposedly has some kind of etheric/dimensional energy raising effect on the person].

I tried spinning, on and off through the years, but couldn’t avoid getting sick and headachey so haven’t kept it up.

As for the number 33, the Cass transcripts suggested it had something to do with the third and eleventh house of the zodiac. 11 × 3 = 33. 11:33 on clocks for me is a good number signaling graduation to a new level or mastery of a lesson. So it seems tied into the idea of elite, enlightenment, higher control, masters, esoteric, etc…

Third house in zodiac is gemini. Eleventh house is aquarius. Gemini is the twins, but the mythology of it has to do with two combatants or boxers locked in combat. So it signifies dueling between dualities. Aquarius is the water bearer, pouring out the river. Which river? I’d say the river of time. The age of aquarius begins 2400-2600 A.D. while the age of Gemini spanned 6000-4000 B.C. My interpretation: 33 has to do with the reality we are in right now, the timeloop spawned from the future near 3000 A.D and going back in time beginning around 6000-4000 B.C. Incidentally, some Bible scholars believe the world was created in 4004 B.C. Everything in between those beginning and end points of the timeloop is a kind of chess-board (matrix) across time upon which the two dualities of the future are competing. And the various secret societies would be among the chess pieces.

About being depressed and bitter, a lifetime of being under the gun will do that. He knows full well, because he sees it every day, that there are higher negative forces who can manipulate reality to the smallest detail, and I think that is a bit overwhelming for him to see how powerless we can be in the face of that.

But when it comes to dealing with such forces, there is a way out and beyond. And it has to do with how our consciousness throttles or redirects the flow of our experiences, and how it hooks us up with whatever hyper-dimensional forces we are resonating with. It’s kind of like we parachuted behind enemy lines and are now surrounded by hostility, and our radios got thrown out of whack and we can only pick up noise or the local enemy communications. By retuning the radio, we can make contact with our own air support, who can then drop-lift supplies, give guidance, and take out a few enemies when things get too tough. This world is a rigged game, and the only way to win a rigged game is to not play by its rules, but by the rules of something outside of it that has more power than it.

And depression, hopelessness, bitterness is how not to retune the radio. I think a combination of optimism and hope concerning the things we cannot absolutely know or control is necessary, and awareness and responsible action for the things we can do something about is required. The first attunes consciousness to a certain frequency that shifts the probability of events away from further misfortune, and the latter shifts the spectrum of what is possible versus impossible. This has worked in my own life, and through it one can create a bubble of synchronicity or “good luck and protection” that only bursts when you fail to uphold that elevated state of mind and slip back into mindlessness and cynicism. Which happens to me periodically and then, after probability shifts the opposite way and holds a hot poker to my ass, I snap back to attention and turn things around.

I’ll give you some background on myself, so that you get an idea of where I’m coming from.

I’ve been trying to figure things out since being a baby. Came into this life with lots of latent knowledge that later surfaced as questions and intuitions. Had paranormal and alien experiences as a kid that taught me reality was weird. My grandfather taught me science, and grandmother kept me busy with construction material and legos, while my dad didn’t mind having cool discussions with me about whatever questions came to mind. Here is a picture of me at age three or four, playing with magnets while sitting in my first of two homemade UFOs. So I did lots of questioning, pondering, tinkering, and creative things back then.

Then at age 12, after having relocated to the U.S. with my mom and new stepfather, I got a library card and read all the UFO, New Age, and physics books at the local library. Several years later I made friends with a penpal who became a mentor of sorts regarding fringe subjects, and we carried on a correspondence for a couple years more, and this was my intro to the conspiracy subjects.

Then around 1999 I stumbled onto esotericism / metaphysics, the material at trufax.org. In 2000 I began researching the Cassiopaean material and the next three years would be spent consolidating all I had learned previously and working with the Cassiopaean research group. I also read a bunch more books and websites, and corresponded with people who relayed me their personal experiences.

My main inspirations… well I tend to come across sources that match what I’ve intuited first, so they’re not always primary sources so much as secondary correlating sources. But some have been more influential than others. The research journals published by Val Valerian and his Matrix I – IV books. Several UFO books like the ones by David Jacobs and UFO magazines. I read Trance Formation of America back in 95 or 96, same with Behold a Pale Horse by William Cooper (thanks to that mentor pen pal). Good channeling sources like Seth Material, Law of One (Ra) Material, Cassiopaean Transcripts and The Wave Series at that site. And later, some Fourth Way books (Gurdjieff and Ouspensky, and later Boris Mouravieff and his Gnosis books), Carlos Castaneda books (and Theun Mares, similar subject matter). The Impersonal Life books by Joseph Benner, a couple by Manly P. Hall, and more recently some Rudolf Steiner. Also some more hardcore conspiracy sources like Branton, Creston, Phil Schneider, Karla Turner, James Bartley, Eve Lorgen, George Andrews, and Jordan Maxwell, David Icke. But my real source is my intuition, observation, experience. Sitting down with a nice blank notebook and a good pen, posing questions and figuring out answers … that’s where the real work takes place.

So combine all this with continuous pondering and sketching things out, trying to crack the mysteries, test them out in real life, and plenty of networking with others and incorporating their anecdotes of anomalous experiences into my data pool, and here I am!

The elite human/nonhuman controllers who do not have our best interests in mind, may have initiated or allowed the internet as a means of consolidating their surveillance and control abilities. Since, after all, it is through the internet that there will be online banking, which ties into the “mark of the beast” system once personal identity cards or numbers are linked into bank accounts and perhaps implantable chips and such. I don’t think they are directly in favor of this awareness-revolution where people are waking up to the truth.

However, it is a typical tactic of negative forces to allow a small success for the positive side so that they can reap an even bigger negative victory for themselves. One example is Bush — why was someone this obviously retarded and aggravating placed in the White House? He is too obviously someone that the world can hate. Therefore it may have been by design. Personally I think the goal is to use him as a fall guy to prop up whatever alternative they offer after him. One scenario is that he and other world leaders are being used to create so much error and corruption that the world gets fed up with human leadership and wouldn’t mind allowing some kind of alien group, perceived as enlightened saviors, to take over the leadership. That’s where I think this is going, to shock the world with the ineptness of human leadership, the pure irresponsibility and corruptibility of humans leading humans, so that the alien alternative is way better. Of course, what they don’t say is that these leaders were selected, programmed, and encouraged in their corruption by these same negative forces later offering themselves up as the solution. Problem Reaction Solution, as David Icke has written about… it works on the political scale, and on the intergalactic scale too!

That’s one version, yes, and it makes the most sense to me. I think it works something like this:

Demonic overlords (5D negative)
Nordic occult overlords (lower 5D negative)
Nordic crusaders and Mantis beings (upper 4D)
Lower demonic minions (astral)
Reptilian Minions and other negative aliens (lower 4D)
Grays, which are genetically engineered robots (semi 4D/3D)
Upper Illuminati (occult, possessed, secret society people) (3D, a little 4D)
Shadow Government (underground bases, ultra-black ops military)
Lower Illuminati (political elite, Bilderbergers, etc…)
Open secret societies (freemasons and so on)
State / local government, corporations, university systems, etc….

So that’s top to bottom, except each thing can influence each thing below it. So for instance one could have demonic entities influencing people at the local level.

Depends on which source speaking about the Invisible College you have in mind. There are impostors pretending to be the Invisible College, there are charlatans using that name in their fabrications, and so on. So if you read of an “Invisible College” in a particular text, it’s no guarantee they’re the real deal. You’d have to go by what they’re saying, who they seem to be, what they advise, what they do. Ideally, the Invisible College is a body of graduates from our physical realm, beings on the next rung up the spiritual evolutionary ladder, who are into knowledge and balance… same thing as the ideal version of the Great White Brotherhood you might read about elsewhere, or the 4th density Service-To-Other beings. In that case, yes they’re good guys, but they have limitations and sometimes their wisdom and farsightedness makes them stand back from taking certain actions if they know it needs to transpire.

The text War in Heaven also speaks about an Invisible College, but I believe those guys in that text are astral impostors trying to play the good guy in order to suck souls into neverending make-believe astral warfare in the afterlife in order to suck their energy dry. The way the Invisible College speaks and acts in that book just has the sound of immaturity and petty melodrama to it, which is in contrast to the real good guys who are very calm, collected, lucid, matter-of-fact, wise, and humble.

I agree with what the book says about Theocratic control in the sense that there are astral dictators who round up lost souls and squeeze them dry, who enslave them in the afterlife for quite a long “time.” Although the book makes it sound like people have no choice, and that they get enslaved if they don’t choose sides. In my view, people are only as enslaved in the afterlife as they are here in this life. So someone who is deeply indoctrinated into organized religion will, after death, continue to feed into that illusion, an illusion created and run by the Theocrats. But likewise, those who think for themselves and do not join into a pre-manufactured belief system, who have found a true, practical, living, and empowering spirituality in life, will not feed into a Theocrat-run illusion after death. Nor would they have to join the so-called Invisible College to do endless battle.

Everything that is described concerning the Theocrats and Invisible College appears to take place on the astral planes. The thing about the astral planes is that entities there are not physical in the same way we are, but they are nevertheless not much smarter. In other words, they are still 3Dish in their consciousness, if not less so at times. The real positive forces are of a spiritual purity and power that the average person cannot comprehend, way above what the book describes concerning the Invisible College. The latter sounds more like a team of discarnate freedom fighters caught up in the game of tit-for-tat astral warfare than those positive forces that work beyond that level. And what I therefore conclude is that either the Invisible College is simply that, an organization of 3Dish-yet-nonphysical freedom fighters, or else it’s actually another Theocratic deception. Think about it — if after you die, you join this team to do battle against the “bad guys”, you will spend an awful long time and energy doing so perhaps with no real results gained for yourself in terms of spiritual growth and liberation. Thus it could be a decoy to get you spinning your wheels. I just don’t think the Invisible College as described in the book is true to how higher positive forces actually operate, and that it acts a bit too petty. Just my view on that. Or if they are positive, then I don’t think they are the end-all-be-all of what’s out there in terms of positive forces. War in Heaven makes a good point about astral control systems, but I just feel it’s placing a ceiling on the truth in regards to who the good guys are.

Whether any of the good guys are trying to protect the planet… very tough question. They are known to protect individuals who need to be protected, and they seem to answer sincere calls for assistance, but at the same time they do hold back in matters beyond their jurisdiction, or in matters brought on by the willful ignorance of a person who must suffer the consequences as the only way to get the lesson through his thick skull. They are more about helping people help themselves rise higher in spiritual purity and awareness, than taking away all their problems. I think they understand that negative beings can sometimes act as a learning catalyst, but they are known to step in when things get out of hand.

When I think of “aliens” I picture a being that is not human, equal or more intelligent than a human, and in some way physical even if only semi-physical in the sense that it can change into energy and walk through walls or perhaps travel consciously through time and travel between dimensions. But that it still exists in a physical or semi-physical state and environment (in alien ships or underground bases for instance) is what differentiates them from, say, demonic beings.

Demonic beings seem to be entirely located in the non-physical dimensions. These are primarily the astral planes. They are one step above aliens for that reason, because they are no longer physical. However, they can materialize themselves physically if given enough energy to do so, like when Illuminati do sacrificial rituals and so on. They are purely dark energy beings. The demonic overlords are at the tip top of the negative hierarchy, however. The more negative a being becomes, the more cut off he is from the rest of Creation, so these demonic overlords are like black holes in their nonphysical dimension, very heavy, very dense, very dark in the spiritual sense. Something like you’d read about in an H.P. Lovecraft novel. They are the most ancient, the most “wise” among negative beings, the most trained in magickal manipulations and so on. Their only limitation is their lack of energy because they need so much of it to keep from collapsing into oblivion, and that they are so cut off from the rest of Creation. So they only tend to project their minds into those trying to contact them, because for the most part they are stuck.

According to Carlos Castaneda, through the shamanic technique of recapitulation, this is possible. In recapitulation you spend months, even years, systematically remembering everything you did in life, everyone you met. Of course nowadays with our busy lives this is harder to do, so remembering at least the important impressionable and meaningful events in full detail is demanded. The idea being, that by doing so you create a copy of your life, so that at death when your original set of memories dissolve back into the universe as supposedly happens, you still get to keep this copy.

What recapitulation may do is transfer memories to a part of you that survives death, rather than the part that is dissolved by death. Kind of like creating a printout of documents so that when the hard drive gets wiped out you still have something.

Why learn all this knowledge just to lose it? Well, the thing is this — anything you truly learn, you don’t forget. In fact, it’s not that you “remember” it anymore so much as it’s lodged so deep within you that it becomes you. In the next life, this could manifest as a knowingness that you don’t know how you know, you just do. It means that if you did have to learn again next life, it would be very quick because you’d merely be reminded of what you already know subconsciously rather than having to go through trials and pains to get it stamped into your soul as with new lessons. Amnesia is a true filter between separating what is superfluous and what is universally important. That’s why we don’t remember how to do math, how to speak a particular language, or how to drive a car necessarily because these are mechanical programs that disappear with the death of the physical memory system (brain, body, etc…). However, those soul aspects of it, like say the love and appreciation of mathematical beauty, the enthusiasm for a particular language, that alone can carry over into the next life and form the impulses to pick those up again.

Neither is always fully a good thing. With amnesia does come repeating mistakes, wasting time learning superfluous things over again. But with full memory… ha, ever notice a lot of people in their 60s and 70s who are just drained from life and bitter and crotchety? Imagine if they were to keep that state permanently. For those kinds of people, maybe getting the crud wiped out before next birth is a good thing. On the other hand, if you are a higher soul here on a mission, then remembering and staying true to your True self is absolutely important… therefore I’d say it depends on the individual, whether it’s more positive than not or vice versa to have the amnesia upon incarnating.

Linear time is an illusion in the sense that all alternate pasts and probable futures along with parallel presents exist simultaneously. It’s just a big, complicated, set of possibilities frozen in a single eternal moment.

However, there is still a kind of “time” that separates one freewill choice from the one that comes after, that separates your less wise self from your wiser self after having learned new lessons. It’s just that those lessons and choices don’t necessarily have to follow the stream of linear time from past to future. They can span different timelines, different lives, go forward and backward in time, alter the past, change the future, shift in the present, etc…

Think of time like a large library of DVDs. All those movies exist simultaneously. But only as mere possibilities. Maybe some friends of yours have rented a few an are playing them right now, while the rest sit on the shelf. But it’s you and your DVD player that creates a sequence of what is played for you. And you can play them in any order, rewind them, pause them, etc… though while watching them, time within the movie moves forward. Is the time in a movie real? No, the beginning, middle, and end are simultaneous, unless you’re a character in the movie then it’s real.

Same with us… here in these physical bodies, which themselves are chained to the illusion of linear time, we see time as linear. But outside the physical body, outside this bubble, what was once a real and unstoppable motion of time may be seen as having been an illusion all along.

Illusions are real to things equally illusory. Therefore reality is illusion to those above the illusion, but real to those within the illusion. Linear time is real to us, but imaginary to us when we’re no longer our limited little selves down here.

Oh, by “illusion” I mean that it’s not an absolute, that the limits seemingly delineated by it fall away when you exist outside its boundaries. Within linear time, it seems real alright. I can remember my past, know that I’m in the present, and know that I’m going into tomorrow not into yesterday. It is all I have consciously known this life, therefore linear time seems real and absolute to me. And by real, I would mean inescapable, that it cannot be any other way. And that’s the illusion, that it cannot be another way. Outside my body though, in dreams, in between life times, linear time no longer applies as strictly as it does in the body, indicating there are counter-examples to the idea that linear time is absolute.

In a way I agree. The modification I would make is this — that the things we are not personally experiencing because we are “above” them are indeed illusions to us, while the things “above” us which are still beyond our little spotlight of conscious experience are real but invisible. For example, a game of chess requires that you sink “down” into its make-believe world to take the rules seriously enough to play the game. But really you are above the game of chess and can walk away, or if desired can move the pieces around any way you wish. The game of chess is an illusion to you.

Then you get in your car and bump your head in the top of the door frame — the door frame is real and visible because it’s on the same level of realness/illusoriness as your head.

Then as you drive home, you are about to get T-boned by a drunk driver but at the last moment time freezes and your car is moved slightly so that the collision never happens, and afterwards all you remember is that you narrowly missed the collision. Something higher interceded, and it affected you with your being aware of it, because it is higher than your spotlight of experience. You are an illusion to it, but it’s more real than you, just as stagehands behind the curtain are more real than the characters being portrayed on stage.

That’s a great question. It’s not so much a master-controller / slave-subordinate hierarchy, but a master-teacher / journeyman-student relationship. The higher is seen as a source of higher wisdom, guidance, and inspiration.

The “lowest” part of this “hierarchy” would be ourselves, or at least those of us with more benevolent than malevolent inclinations.

Above that would be those saintly or masterly people among us who have awakened to their higher consciousness and hearts and serve mankind in very quiet but powerful ways. You’d never know they had that role if you met them because discretion comes with the wisdom they have. They are still physical though. Many of them seem to be part of positive secret societies, secret because their mission is compromised if they were publicly known (via worship or fear, persecution by people who don’t know better), and society because strength in numbers is always a good thing.

Above them are semi-physical superhuman or angelic humanoid types who can shift in and out of our reality and are part of a spiritual brotherhood spread throughout the realms beyond our own. They are humble divine servants who are not limited by the physical and emotional limitations that we are still bound to. They can take on physical form, but are not fully angelic because they still have bodies and technology, and are more popularly known as positive hyper-dimensional aliens. I think the positive nordic aliens are of this category. They are like elder brethren to us.

Those individuals then are known to communicate with, or get guidance from, even higher nonphysical divine beings. From what I can tell, those nonphysical divine beings are more of the angelic category, often functioning as oracles or master-teachers or council members. Those beings themselves don’t engage in battles, but are even more purely service-oriented and are beyond the whole physical incarnation thing.

In the Allies of Humanity material they are referred to as “The Unseen Ones” while those in the previous paragraph are called the “harim” — while by the Ra/Cassiopaean material the former are 6D STO social memory complexes while the latter are 4D/5D STO beings. I think in the Seth Material the former are referred to as “The Others” although my memory is spotty on that one. Generic term would be “lower positive beings” versus “higher positive beings.”

It’s a recurring pattern in various sources, that above us are individualized variably physical positive beings who are like initiates or knights or journeymen compared to the oracles / master-teachers / unseen guides in the realm above them. For instance, the latter can comprise councils, to which the lower positive types go to for arbitration and important decision making, and so on. That lower/upper division I am pretty certain about.

And above all that is God/Creator, which equally interpenetrates us, and of which we are a tiny extension. That part of us from where our intuition, love, empathy, and creativity comes from is this godspark.

There is also the Christ intelligence and/or the Higher Self (I think those are the same) which appears to be a specialized extension of God representing our spiritually perfected versions of ourselves. If we connect with it and become an open expression of it, it makes us the most potent and powerful servants of the divine will possible in our individualized form. It’s like a higher consciousness. Those higher positive humans, and the positive superhuman types, have an active line of mutual communion with this Christ / Higher Self. Jesus was the flagship example of what happens when a spiritually disciplined person successfully becomes a channel for the Christ.

I usually go where my enthusiasm leads me. So if something is really fascinating, I’ll read up on it for a while. When I run out of steam, I go onto something else, and usually within a period of time I’ll stumble on something that takes the old thing to a new level and then I return to it. If you read up on something and it feels like you’re going through the motions, trying to squeeze water from a stone, then it’s time to put it aside for now and pick it up again later. That is, unless it’s important that you research something to the end, like when I’m writing an article and have to do some research for it. But just for fun and learning, yeah I just do what fascinates me. When I hit a block, I kind of summarize in my mind what I learned so far, pose and ponder some questions, try to answer them, and if my mind draws a blank then I leave it alone and often the right piece of the puzzle falls into my lap after a while to answer those questions.

Meth is bad stuff alright, just too obvious and avoidable a problem. You don’t have to believe in conspiracy theories to know what meth is about, how destructive an influence it is. It is not a hidden danger.

As for the conspiracy behind meth, it targets and destroys the most vulnerable and expendable people, the matrix equivalent of a meat plant that takes in the cheapest “downer cows” and grinds them up into taco bell meat. Its effects are devastating on the person, but in context of the whole it’s a low-level tool targeting low-level targets. The matrix goes after higher level targets in more sophisticated and stealthy ways, and that’s what I deal with on my site because those conspiracies are not well known.

My readers are more likely to fool around with salvia, pot, mushrooms, and ayahuasca than meth. Therefore I would be better off writing about the downsides of pot for instance (which I did in my research notes about Ether Body and FRV).

If there is one conspiracy behind meth worth mentioning, and this I will include in future revisions of my site, is that if abused beyond a certain threshold, it can desoul a person and turn them into fully controllable puppets of hyper-dimensional or demonic forces. They’d only be used for petty harassment though, like gang stalking, because they aren’t in shape enough for more complicated purposes. The same can be said of other mind-frying drugs. Too much acid has a similar but lesser effect of fragmenting the mind and allowing something dark to take up what was displaced.

I have experience with orgonite, but also with the orgonomy of Wilhelm Reich and Trevor Constable. The best I can tell is that orgonite emits an ambient orgone field that freshens the energies of a room. That much I can confirm.

But beyond that I think there is lots of wishful thinking, subjectivity, and paranoia in the orgonite community that has deviated good-hearted truth seekers from a path of legitimate action and spiritual development into a quixotic battle against forces that gladly feed upon their paranoia.

I know from personal experience that orgonite devices cannot actually repel reptilians, neutralize cellphone towers, or even keep away negative astral entities. They don’t actually block EMF waves or disable cell-towers. Even if they broke up some of the DOR (deadly orgone) that electrical devices generate, the EM fields of those devices alone are still untouched and harmful and in the case of cell-towers can still resonate your brain cavity and zap your mental coherence. So I think instead it is the talismanic / belief factor of orgonite that does the job. Perhaps the orgone field generated helps a little to amplify belief and intent, that’s a possibility. But I’m not in support of gifting operations and the whole “atlantean war games” attitude behind it. Rather I would have one in the room to use as I would use an air freshener, that’s about it.

Most of the positive encounters I have had with those would be in dreams. They are mentally powerful and meeting with you in dream-space would be more characteristic of them than, say, coming by in a ship to abduct you unwillingly. Another time on my birthday last year I got a mental nudge to ask for the positive aliens to show me a sign they were there, and I said I’d look at a spot in the night sky and they can fly by and shine a light at me.. so I was in a good mood and looking up at that spot when within ten seconds a star appeared and traveled in a measured way into the middle of it, flared up in brightness as though directing a spotlight at me, and then continuing on for another five seconds before I looked away in amazement and then couldn’t see it when I looked back. It looked to be very high up, as high as a satellite.

The positive aliens are very discrete, non-interventionist, yet at the same time omnipresent. Whereas the negative ones are pushy, showy, manipulative, grandiose, and have a swoop-in-and-grab attitude. When negative pretend to be positive, it’s always to give some phoney message or get you to do something against your better judgment, trying to extort a choice from you, whereas positive aliens give suggestions and appeal to your inner understanding but don’t try to twist your arm with lies and stage illusions.

I plan enough to cover the bases and use reality creation to take care of the things I cannot plan ahead of time. For instance, if I’m visiting my family, I plan ahead of time how much money to take, what to bring, and various safety items like oil change and having adequate tools and fluids on hand in case of a breakdown. But that’s the extent of what I myself can do. The other half is up to reality, and so I intend very strongly that the trip go well, that I have a perfect and smooth ride from here all the way there, that I remain free of mechanical problems, cop encounters, accidents, delays, and so on. Because those things I cannot predict or prevent ahead of time, so that’s where intention comes in.

When starting a new project or setting out on a trip, intending that all goes well (and feeling it inside, like a sigh of relief that your request has been granted) is pretty important. Otherwise it leaves too large of a “legal” loophole for Murphy’s Law to manifest. At the very least, it dramatically cuts down on those things. The key is to be mentally aware of it and prepared, but with zero emotional response (no pangs of fear for instance). This way you block it with expectation but don’t attract it with emotional resonance. That blocks it.

Intending that all goes well, that you have a good trip, and whatever goals you have, are non-specific enough that your being aware of those ideas only acts to select them in your mind, and once selected it is your emotional resonance that draws it in. Emotional resonance means that, what you feel as you make the intention, should be the same feeling you have after what you intend has come to pass. It creates a resonance between your present and that probable future, and thus creates an attractive link that draws it in.

Regarding antsy anticipation, think of it this way: if you were given absolute assurance that something will be here in two days, then you would not really be anticipating it too much, you’d relax and do other things since it’ll be there guaranteed. However, if there is risk involved and you doubt you might actually get it, then you’d be highly anticipative, constantly mentally checking up on it because of the uncertainty and doubt. Well, the emotional resonance there is uncertainty, doubt, disappointment. The feeling of grasping after something is really grasping for something that could slip away, to get it as quick as possible because you can’t stand the thought of not having it. And so that’s what you get. Not only is your constant awareness blocking that thing from happening, but the fearful desperation underlying anticipation emotionally resonance the future of disappointment. That’s why antsy anticipation more often than not prevents a probable future from manifesting synchronistically.

When something is blocked synchronistically, only you through your own willpower and actions can make it happen by directly working for it, assuming it can be gotten that way.

To answer your question though, for attracting things I need, I use reality creation for “what” and “why” of what I need and try not to focus on the “when” and “how”. So I’m focused on the end result only and do more energizing of it with my intent and emotion than I repel it with my thinking about in the first place.

For repelling bad things, I both try to emotionally resonate with a feeling of protection to attract that, and mentally survey the “what / when / how” of those bad things to block them with my awareness.

Also, the longer you have kept yourself in a state of balanced positivity and a connection to the Divine, to spiritual devotion and responsible action, the more “magnetic” you become to attracting positive futures. In fact, just be being more uplifted in your spirits for a prolonged time (takes about three days to get the flow going) you can have more positive things happen to you without your even having to intend for it. Like you’ll be at the right place at the right time. I think that’s the ideal and most ego-less way to be, because using reality creation to attract specific things is still using a crowbar to pry open a probable future that you decided you want which isn’t necessarily what’s always best for you. But if your heart feels it, then it’s usually okay, and then just go for it.

The ones that consistently pop up in both the real research and the disinfo, are your typical nordic types, greys, reptilians, and mantis-beings. Although the greys and nordics are more ubiquitous. There are also human military abductors (or hybrids in uniforms) but they work behind the scenes. The nordic types (which can also have dark hair) are positive or negative depending on the faction, and as you may have read elsewhere they can also be clones.

Negative nordics are the so-called Orion STS. If you ever watch Stargate SG1, they’re symbolized in that series as the various human-looking Goa-Ulds and System Lords. Grays are tools for the most part that carry out the mission of whoever programmed them, so they’re negative most of the time. I think there are some positive reptilians, but only a small minority. I haven’t heard of any positive mantis beings except in disinfo literature trying to make them appear positive.

Yes, back in junior high when I started reading up on alien abductions, nights became a scary time for me. If I would wake up at 2AM, I would stay awake until 3AM because I read that abductions happen most frequently around 2:30AM. But even as a kid, I would leave the light and radio on when sleeping because subconsciously I knew that things were around or could pop into the room when my eyes were closed.

Right now, there are a couple things you can do aside from leaving some lights on. One is requesting to higher positive forces that you be protected as you sleep, and visualize/feel a force field surrounding you and your room or house/apartment, then go to sleep with a feeling of safety that all is well. This really does help keep things out. Another is get a voice-activated recorder (tape or digital) and let it run at night. Not only does it act as a deterrent, but if something does happen (physically) you’ll catch it the next day.

It may be a matter of semantics, like it is possible to say that a rock has a soul because underneath the illusion of physicality is consciousness upholding the essence of its mineral existence, conscious energy vibrating as frozen light. Or it could be narrowed down a little to say that all life, as in plants, bacteria, insects, and fungi upwards, have souls since they are more than just machines and thus endowed with something nonphysical.

In the case of my article, I narrowed it down even more to define soul (or more properly, spirit) as a core of self-awareness that has freewill, higher spiritual aspirations, empathy, that remains intact from lifetime to lifetime and is endowed with individualized destiny and karma, and that gives a person a spark of divinity allowing them to learn life lessons and thus progress quickly. It’s like conscious energy that has become its own stable vortex growing and growing, rather than just a wind that rises and disperses.

Because it’s the only way I can explain what I have observed of certain people who are strangely two dimensional and lacking all the qualities that I assume comes with having a soul/spirit. They still have a type of awareness, conscious energy, and are all still part of the unified Creation, but I sense there is something simplistic, hollow, embryonic behind their eyes which I interpret to be that conscious energy not having become a full self-sustaining individual soul yet, but more just a loose bunching of energies.

Normally they are benign, just background characters keeping the world running. When one is activated into baiting you, however, they can become a mirror of you without their own individuality, a kind of “too good to be true” phenomenon where it looks good superficially but it’s more like pretty paint just the way you like it over a rotten interior. It’s like they’re going through the motions of what you’re into, even the esoteric stuff, but it’s more an act for show and you can sense that for them it’s more about the identity and appearance than an equal enthusiasm and thirst for knowledge like with you. Besides, there are lots of other red flags accompanying them, like an overall big time/energy drain, empty promises, and the introduction of disinformation and odd snappiness when you don’t fall for it. They can pretend to understand esoteric ideas but it’s glib repetition of what they picked up and read or seen or heard from others, and when it’s mentioned it tends to have a twist or an ulterior motive. Ultimately you have to psychically step into their heads and see if you sense a real independent mind, or this dull mirage-like hollowness.

It’s just a hypothesis though, and if I come across an idea that explains all of it better, I would change my views.

I believe there are modes of soul growth that can take place without the challenge of darkness, energy feeding, and the kinds of risks we face here in this world. But you have to wonder why people go into high risk professions, go skydiving, watch distressing movies, play heart-pounding video games … when they could just stay comfortable doing nicer things. Obviously they get some challenge, glory, excitement, and fulfillment over these things. So I would imagine that souls in a nicer environment can follow their path up to a point before some feel a desire to test themselves and grow in a more challenging situation.

That said, it’s in the process of conquering these challenges that the growth occurs, so in a way they exist to be conquered. Therefore if someone tries to reason that darkness is necessary and therefore we should just let it be and not challenge it, that’s a logical fallacy. Darkness will always exist so long as freewill exists, and our job then is to choose and act on the the alternative in the face of it all, using the shadow to define the light.

Well, based on what I’ve seen and read, such societies first of all reach a more transcended state of existence where physicality is also overcome, but generally speaking there are plenty more lessons and challenges to handle. One type is the challenge of group cooperation and growth. Another is perfecting the self beyond mere intellectual enlightenment. And another is now working as a civilization to help other civilizations out who are still in an imbalanced and precarious situations. As you know, this could include incarnating into those civilizations and hoping you have the mettle and soul strength to make a difference in their world. That’s what I think is the role of some people here on earth right now.

But I’m pretty sure that once a level of the game has been won, it’s on to the next level. So if the physical realm no longer serves the needs of those in it, they will move onto something a bit more complex, like going from tic tac toe to checkers and then chess.

It is the fragment of that consciousness within those people that, by its very nature, is stirred into loving and helping others become more aware and free. We have dual natures within us, two faces of Creation, one that rejects the pure core within and seeks control at the expense of others, and one that acts from its pure core and seeks freedom for the benefit of all. So the choice happens on an individual scale to help uplift others and oneself to manifest the Creator more.

I also get the impression that the journey matters more than the destination, and that the infinite fragments winding their way back to unity have more the function of experiencing a unique path and thus having infinity understand its infiniteness in an infinite variety of ways, rather than separation being something terrible that must be run away from, toward unity, as quick as possible.

Yes, fortunately and unfortunately that is so. I foresee an accelerating cascade of changes. It’ll be like a sinking ship. People will have to choose between holding onto their valuable furniture on the ship and drowning (the old ways), or letting go and acclimatizing to the new realities and ideas. I foresee synchronistic conditions changing so that those who don’t adjust will meet with mounting resistance and misfortunes. It’s known that people with emotional suppression, anger issues, etc… often get cancer because of it, because they are not lettting go and adjusting, and something similar may happen if there is a collective environmental change of conditions that requires letting go and adjusting. Accompanying this we have social and political upheaval, increased weather disasters and volcanic/seismic activities, energy and food crunches, the imminent contact with mankind by alien forces, and more… wild ride!

The Wachowski duo may have been front-men for a script that was either written, or at least outlined, by some secret society they somehow got involved with. Their biographies are very short and seem fabricated. Why are there no neighbors, classmates, or relatives giving interviews on their memories of these guys?

The reason this movie was released, I think, is because both sides light and dark get something out of it. The dark gets a good programming tool for teaching an us vs them mentality, that people in the matrix are expendable, that you are elite, that violence is cool. The light gets a good metaphorical tool for exposing the hidden slavery behind what we perceive as reality, and the transcendence needed to break out of it.

There is a lot of truth in there, spiritual, historical, hyper-dimensional. For instance, when it mentioned that the Matrix was reset five or six times already, that is true to reality with mankind having been wiped out five or six times already, or perhaps the timeloop being reset that many times and we’re now on the sixth or seventh iteration of that loop. One of those two possibilities. The doorway being open for 314 seconds, well 3.14 is Pi which represents a circle, and seconds represents time, thus timeloop. Outside in the hallway of the Oracle’s apartment there is Pi graffiti’d on the wall with a red circle and slash through it, probably indicating no circle, or breaking the loop.

Also the idea of machines burrowing ever deeper toward Zion until they break through and all hell breaks loose. That may symbolize negative forces getting ever closer to being able to manifest physically and starting up an overt war, where so far they’ve had to be very delicate operating from behind the dimensional veil.

And with Agent Smith multiplying and taking everyone over, that seems to be happening a lot with people succumbing to spiritual death and being like puppets for a shadowy intelligence working through them when needed.

And in the end, everything becoming apocalypse but then getting rewound deus ex tempus and everything fixed so that there’s a happy ending, a common theme you’ll see in other movies like Dark City, Ice Pirates, Galaxy Quest, one of the Harry Potter films, which relates to how all this is going to turn out in the world… how things can get really really bad, or maybe already has, and whoever wins in the end will not only win it for the future but also be able to alter the past accordingly. So whatever we go through now may get rewritten for the better if we win, or maybe we are living now the past of that victory… just a guess. That’s all hyper-dimensional stuff.

That is another problem, or you could say rite of initiation, that truthseekers go through … becoming ever more separated from sleeper people. It’s an age old issue that students of esoteric mysteries also had to deal with. They dealt with it by creating a split in themselves between how they acted to the normal world, and who they really were to themselves, on their own time, and with others of their kind. It’s okay to act enough to get by, like social camouflage, up to a point where others demand you devote too much time and energy to their shared mundane pursuits and false dreams where you just have to decline.

There are others like you out there, and if synchronicity doesn’t help you find some in person, then on the internet you’d have to do with website and especially forums/message boards where you’ll gravitate to others who are on your wavelength, and then it can progress to instant messaging or skype and eventually hanging out in person if travel allows it.

But it’s also very important to begin building an internal source of interest and strength, where you could theoretically stand on your own, solitary but not lonesome. For me this is staying fascinated with learning about things, figuring out mysteries, doing what still gives me a feeling of enthusiasm and interest. Maybe self-improvement, exercise, art, music, whatever… because there’s nothing worse than having time on your hands and using it to fret about something you cannot currently change. So during those lulls, do what fulfills you in a healthy way, and who knows it might actually lead to where you’re to go next.

I understand, and I have interacted with positive ETs as well although they tend to be more discreet so as not to cross the line of freewill violation. The problem is that they are so much more genuine, wise, spiritual, and lofty compared to the types of positive aliens often portrayed in alien, channeling, and exopolitical literature. Even worse is that I know for fact there are negatives pretending to be friendly just to gain rapport, stroke egos, and lull people into a false sense of security and trust.

So if you focus on the friendlies without knowing how to distinguish between them and the impostors, you would be like a person trusting anyone who acts friendly including the charming con-artist. What I’m saying is that you don’t have to focus on the negative in order to be suckered by it. The opposite actually, if you are unaware of a deception you are wide open to it.

Indeed it’s just like with people… there are those who are easy to spot as psychopaths, and others who are very slick and tell you everything you want to hear without compromising their true goal. Two flavors of evil, one bitter and one sweet.

It is naive to think only of friendly peaceful positives versus negative paranoid human Cabal. That dynamic exists, but there’s also negative aliens working with the negative human Cabal against the true positive ETs, and they do it pushing a false positive alternative, namely what you read concerning Grays being here to genetically advance our species and bring us into the next phase of global evolution, and other lies. There is so much disinformation “backing up” this deception that no wonder most people fall for it.

I therefore call for a higher level of awareness, discernment, and sophistication in dealing with this subject. There really is no reason why the possibility of negative ETs pretending to be positive should go unconsidered, and why the question of how to distinguish them from the genuine positive ETs should not be asked.

Well, that’s along the lines of “Any civilization advanced enough to cross the galaxy must be advanced enough to have eradicated all its negative tendencies, thus aliens can only be good” — which again underestimates the sophistication and cunning of commercial forces looking to exploit new areas. I mean, the Spaniards crossed the mighty Atlantic in ships advanced for their time, but only because the investment was ultimately worth the returns in slavery and precious metals.

Concerning your point, I agree that if the negatives were truly dominant and could therefore do anything they wanted, it would be over. But it’s also more complicated. First complication is that positive ETs are very patient, wise, and respectful of our freewill. They will allow our planet to be deceived and enslaved if we choose it, because it will be our choice

Furthermore, that the positives are greater in number does not mean that the aliens already in contact with our governments, with abductees, channelers, are therefore in the majority positive. Reason is that the discretion of positive ETs holds them back, quiet and silent except to those who truly need and have earned their contact. Meanwhile, negative ETs are very eager to sink their hooks into anyone and everyone who unwisely opens that door.

Therefore the great majority of channeling, abduction, and government witness testimonies involve contact with negative ETs often pretending to be the good guys. And it’s these same impostor ETs that are now, thanks to the opinion leaders in exopolitics, being portrayed as our necessary guides to the new millennium. So it is more complex, and I can only hope that enough will shift from the simpler to the more complex understanding in order to avoid falling for the most successful deception of all time — evil under the guise of good.

Well, if you read the First Earth Battalion manual by Jim Channon you see the kind of thinking and strategy that these negative ETs seem to employ. They probably believe in what they are doing, that they are doing what is best for themselves and for us. And they believe in non-destructive conquest. That kind of conquest requires presenting themselves to us as the good, logical, and necessary choice, so that we hand ourselves over willingly. From the viewpoint of dark occultism, there is no better way of conquering your victim than having them invite you in willingly, as with freewill being preserved it contractually allows you to carry out things that previously were barred by divine intervention. So even if they were so strong that they could just land by the millions and enslave us by raygun-point, the kind of conquest they are after is much more sophisticated with a bigger metaphysical, hyper-dimensional, occult payoff. Non-destructive control is the higher way.

But at the same time, I agree that the negative ETs are smaller in number than the positive ones. That is indeed why they have to be so covert and cunning. Though to reiterate the point from my last email, since they are more ubiquitous than the positive ones, they are what the mainstream alien/abduction researcher knows and think of as “aliens.” In other words, that the positive ETs are greater in number doesn’t mean the majority of what the public perceives as “aliens” are positive. And so when exopolitics people talk about the importance of opening diplomatic channels with “aliens” – it is the negative ones that many of them are inviting in since they don’t know about negative ETs pretending to be positive, and don’t know how prudent and restrained the genuine positive ETs tend to be. The positive ones are too discreet and beyond our monkey-politics to sign treaties, do trading of technologies, or appear on Times magazine cover shaking hands with the President. Whoever ends up playing that role will earn my suspicion.

I think the best way people could handle this situation is to do some deep soul-searching and study of metaphysics and spirituality to know what matters and what is never worth giving up. They can learn the deceptive tactics used by negative ETs, and most of all they can learn what the positive ETs are really like and what it takes to become spiritually initiated enough to establish mutual contact with them on a personal and group level.

No, it is not satire or sci-fi, although it seems that way to some people who haven’t had the anomalous experiences or investigated anomalous phenomena. It’s this layer of reality that many cannot relate to, but for others it’s everyday life. Whether I believe all of it — well, I consider it all a theory to explain what is otherwise unexplainable, and so if I find out that I’m wrong or come across a better explanation, then I’ll trash my old belief and try out the new one.

Anyway, the things on my site are best taken as a suggested interpretation, and if you read it once, then maybe down the line when something odd dawns on you about yourself, others, reality, paranormal phenomena, etc… you’ll remember what you read and make a connection much faster as to what it could be than had you never read it.

Also keep in mind that different types of people get attracted to the fringe subject – those who do it for entertainment, those who try to build up their identity with it, those who use it to make a buck or rip people off, those who are just plain nuts, and finally those who are more sane and logical than “normal” people and pursue truth into uncharted territories. It’s easy lumping them all in the same category, but really what I write on my site is the product of hard observation, investigation, testing, and research. But — like i said on my front page, take only what makes sense and applies to your life so far, and leave the rest for another time.

You asked about my interest in music. The answer is that metal is fundamentally about power and the archetypal basis of my purpose here is divine warriorship or knighthood. So the idea of divine power and spiritual battle permeates my soul. You may have noticed that aside from the spiritually uplifting material, I also write about the tactics used by dark forces and how to win against their attempted manipulation and suppression.

I deal more with higher positive forces, higher negative forces, higher spiritual principles, and so on. Thus my main interest is in the positives and negatives of what is beyond the mundane human sphere. And the metal I enjoy often juxtaposes these two, the divine beauty element with the opposite, to capture a very broad spectrum of dynamics and themes that transcend the mundane themes of pop music. I’m mainly talking about epic doom, melodic doom, and symphonic metal, and then only certain bands within those genres (Therion, Orphaned Land, While Heaven Wept, Warning, Whispering Gallery, Edenbridge).

The only other kind of music that gets transcendental might be certain forms of classical, and thus I like classical also, mainly the baroque fugues and sacred polyphonic works like those of Palestrina and Monteverdi. It is all complex music that explores the extremes of human talent and potential. It matches my attitude to this whole life as being one of heaviness, seriousness, duty-bound, on-a-mission, sorrow for the suffering of others, and so on. Thus I resonate with heavy, serious, powerful music.

Now, regarding the negative lyrics, that I agree with you. I really wish some of these bands would be more positive in their lyrical themes. For some reason the bands that do have more positive lyrics tend to have weaker music. There are exceptions. I consider music way more important than lyrics, however, so some things I allow since there are no perfect bands out there. But I also write / compose music, and the upcoming songs I am making will be metal but with positive lyrics. Maybe my taste will change over time, since I’m still in my 20s.

I am facing the same challenge of “remembering who I am.” And I don’t know whether this entails truly regaining my memories of my mission and identity prior to losing consciousness of this upon incarnating, or whether it means identifying the core within me that is the source of my intuition, wisdom, compassion, and discernment? If the latter, then that is doable with discipline … you just identify what is ego, what is selfless spirit, and focus on living, thinking, feeling, and acting from your spirit. The hard part then is distinguishing between the real spirit, and ego dressing up in spiritual clothing.

There is something I call “entering into confluence with the heart” which is where you carry out a truly heart-based thought, feeling, action, words, etc… in a single-minded way where you lose awareness of your personal self and are wholly absorbed in freely expressing forth this love. If in the middle you become aware of what you’re doing and go “gee look I’m being so loving right now” then that is ego hijacking the process. But if you can act purely without self-consciousness from a higher place within, getting into the flow, then you are in a way living as your REAL self. Does that count as remembering who you are? Again, I’m not totally sure. At least it’s a step in the right direction.

Now, there is another way of remembering, which I haven’t yet succeeded in accomplishing but I’ve read enough from different great sources to know this is the way. And that is to meditate — not just sitting there blanking your mind, but lying down and letting go of your body, entering into a lucid trance/dream state where your consciousness is free of the physical brain and body. And from there, you can plumb the depths of your subconscious and discover clues that are otherwise barred to your regular linear waking consciousness. The state is called “mind awake body asleep” — all it requires is a shift of the etheric body out of the physical, or turning deep within and entering into a new “inner” world. I strongly think that if you can do this, explore it, sooner or later you will retrieve your true identity. Living from the heart may vibrationally raise and energize you enough that, should you operate outside your physical body, you will then have the energy and frequency necessary to unlock those hidden memories and realizations.

Also, only when you remember who are you are in the literal sense, will you have the certainty and conviction you need to carry out your mission. So that’s what I know about it so far, and am trying… As far as resources go, “How to Know Higher Worlds” by Rudolf Steiner, and “Cry of the Eagle” (second book by Theun Mares) are good resources on this.